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kellyq's Journal

Journal Entry for December 5, 2007 Mood

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Well today is my daughter's 6th birthday. WOW she is growing up so fast. The asshole got her today after school and she kicked and screamed and didn't want to go. I don't think its fair that she had to spend her day with him. She didn't want to and it was her day so why didn't she get to spend it the way she wanted.

He was suppose to drop her off at 6:30p but I knew he would drop her off early. So of course I had to open my mouth and tell him to go a head and run to your whore's house and he said that is where I am going and asked if I wanted to go. I told him I was going to get him and her a book on how to raise children because with them to raising her two girls they are bound to be homewrecking whore's just like their mother. I know I shouldn't of said it and I shouldn't bring her girls into it but its not fair on my daughter. I just don't see how he could kick my daughter out and go right to the whore's house expeically on a day like today. Our little girl just turned 6. It looks like to me he would want to spend all the time he could with him daughter I know I would. I am sick of him trying to act like a good dad and saying I don't keep him updated on anything like school pictures or team pictures. He took her to have her cheer and soccer pictures made and didn't order any of them. But again that will be my fault.

I really wish him and his whore would have some problems so they will both suffer and it won't happen soon enough for me. I wish it would happen tomorrow. I don't think I would even care if they both got hit by a semi and I told him this and told him the only thing that would come out of them are their guts because they are heartless to do what they have done to my little girl and they will pay for it one day.

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I have been exactly where you are. My stbx does not spend the time with my little ones that I think he should but I think did he when we were together? He has never been a hands on father so why should that change now. I have also spewed out anger at him and said so many hateful ugly things. I am sure it will happen again before this whole thing is truly over but I am so much more at peace with it now. I know that I did not cause this and I did not want this but it is the cards I was dealt and I will make it. Hang in there, keep posting and writing it really helps-- Mary

sbm01002
I detect you have strong feelings for this jerk, am I wrong? They should have parenting classes for jerk offs, even if they are divorced (ing?).

jontonice
Kellyq, I hope I can help you some with yor anger, as I have been there also. I have finally come to peace with my divorce even though I am still going through battles. We CANNOT change anyone of how they are or how they act or what they have done. The only person we can change is ourself. After several books and long reflections on my struggles, I finally realized that and peace has come to me. I have started to objectively judge my own actions and find the faults within myself. I even apologized to my ex for my faults, and did so not wanting or expecting one in return. It is hard to be the bigger person, but the anger is harder on you. May love and peace find you.-Kevin

HAR58HFD
I KNOW how you are feeling sweetie. It isn't fair, my sister and her daughter are going thru the same thing right now. It's bullshit when people we love turn their backs on us, but you know what? Everthing happens for a reason and I believe the jerks leave us so that there is room for that one special someone(who will love us and treat us right) to enter into our lives. It's okay to be angry, just try to take that neg energy and do something positive with it, when I get really mad at my ex I walk on the treadmill and feel sooooooo much better.

aloneagain