Why do I want to cut on myself …
Why do I want to cut on myself , it's so not me. Things aren't to bad today I quess , compared to what??????? Feeling …
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I spoke to my ex who in the last 2 months I've given him $800 to "keep his head about water". and he just told me "well, see you around. that it easy. I told him that I quessed he was off to meet some new girls and such and he said," I hope so". Why did the bastard just take a knife and put it through my heart. I thought that we had come far enough that we could talk like adults, well that's not happening. I'm crying so hard that I keep yawning from the lacking of air. I want to die and For once I have the means.. I need to die....no one beieves me....they all see me as some sort of liar I quess......PLEASE LET ME DIE. THAT'S ALL I NEED. MY DEAR GOD, WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG TAHT I'M TREATED LIKE THIS. I LIKE DAD DO WHAT HE WANT. I LET OTHER MEN DO WHAT THEY WANTED. I NEVER FOUGHT BACK UNTIL I WAS IN MY 30'S. MAYBE I SHOULDNT HAVE DONE THAT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. I'M A MISTAKE. PLEASE ARE YOU TRY GOD??????????NO, I'M SORRY I'LL TRY LATER.....SORRY TO BOTHER YOU...
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Well again; i'm barely haning on …
Well again; i'm barely haning on ny a thread? I'm gonna CUT MYSELF in a moment to get rid of these nasty feelings of me …
Stop all communication with this man IMMEDIATELY. He does not love you and is not worthy of your time. I know that you feel alone but he cannot provide you with the comfort that you need. I believe you when you say that you want to die. You are clearly hurting. I acknowledge your pain. Fighting back is the best thing that you will ever do. It is time for you to stop living for others and live for yourself. Satisfaction is not found in others it is from loving ourselves first and foremost. I am here for you if you want to talk.
Renee1974
dont give him any more money love and try to avoid him if you can. he sounds bad news and you deserve better xxxx
happychick
I am so sorry that he is such an ass to you.......but don't let him win by doing something to yourself he is not worth it......HUGS
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