I wish it were all over
March 5, 2008 12:50am
I am not suicidal. I will never try that again. I do wish though that someone would end my miserable existance. I am a worthless …
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Cutuno
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About Me
I am a 34 year old male. I have always had weight issues, but that has always bee ok with me, I have no problem with my size. I have bipolar dissorder 1 depressed with mild psycosis. I have had high blood pressure wich has been relieved my my chemo therapy. I had a malignant fibros histiocytoma. It is a soft tissue sarcoma, a type of cancer that this page does not recognize. I take issue also with addictions and mental health being lumped in together. Mental problems are not our fault, addicions are. I have survived cancer and am almost finnished with chemo, time to move on.
Interests
I recently bought my first Jeep. I will never own anything else from now on. I am a gun owner. I have two beutiful daughters whom I love to spoil. I spend way too much time on the computer.
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
February 15, 2008 6:24pm
I haven't written in quite a while, not been in a good place mentaly. I'm still not there but I am trying now. As I look back on …
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Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
October 2, 2007 12:49am
A friend recently called me wise. I appreciate the complement as it is said the the true test of knowlege is wisdom and that is knowing when …
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Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
October 2, 2007 12:32am
The highway of life is always under road construction because no path once taken is ever the same again. So slow down and take in the scenery …
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Journal Entry for August 23, 2007
August 23, 2007 11:26pm
A friend is like toilet paper, they take care of all the little shit you can't deal with on your own and they are only truely missed when they …
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hugs to you cutuno, hope your havin a great day
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Hope things are going well for you.
Flower
Easter Flowers. . I hope you are feeling better.
Good Luck
Hope you are feeling better soon. At least you are reaching out to people who can relate. I have had depression and weight issues since childhood and am just now starting to manage both fairly well. Good luck to you.
Hug
Thanks so much fot the support hopefully I will be up to myself in no time.
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Close Chemotherapy
I am comming to the end of my chemo. I have to be hospitalized for five days at a time to recieve my treatments. I am bipolar and noticed the issue of psychiatric meds with chemo, I will read it in a minute. I had a sarcoma wich is not supported here, so I am in this room for now.
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed as bipolar when I was 23, I am now 34 and have it well under control. It has cost me two marriages and countles amounts of money. I finaly found the right coctail and it works for me.
Treatments
- Depakote Working / Worked
- The right dose with the other eds works wonders
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Once you give in to the process it works very well
- Geodon Working / Worked
- I was part of the test group for this, it was a wonder drug for me
- Lithium Working / Worked
- Keeps me stable
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