Life continues
June 4, 2008 7:22pm
June 22 is fast appoaching and I wondered how I will make it though another year without him here. I keep thinking that it will get easy but it …
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Merrill
is feeling OK
About Me
I am about to turn 50 and for the first time feel good about my life and where it is going. I have two wonderful childern, a wonderful daughter in law and the most beautiful granddaugther in the world. I have been widowed for over 20 and recently ended a long term relationship. I work as the credit and collection manager for a small regional retread company.
Interests
reading books on bi-polar writing dancing walking on the beach biking
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LIFE IS FULL OF SURPISES
June 1, 2008 8:26pm
I am amazed at how a few months can change your entire life. I have been reading mhy previous journel enties and realized how much better my …
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Journal Entry for November 5, 2007
November 5, 2007 8:13pm
TODAY IS ANOTHER DAY OF DOING WHATEVER EVERYONE ELSE BUT ME WANTS TO DO. JUST ONCE I WISHED THAT I FELT LIKE A MATTERED ENOUGH FOR SOMEOME TO …
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Journal Entry for October 29, 2007
October 29, 2007 1:28am
In the last two weeks I have found out that my aunt has phase 4 lung cancer and that a good friend has terminal brain cancer/ In addition, I …
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Journal Entry for October 9, 2007
October 9, 2007 5:22pm
Things have changed since I first joined. I was laid off from my job after nine years because I am bi-polar.
I have been attempting to …
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Close Bipolar Disorder
There is not much to tell. After years of knowing that I suffered fcrom BiPolar disorder I finally did something about it two months ago. Since that time, I have entered into a severe depressioin, been hospitalized for panic disorder. I have always stated that I would die at my owe hand, when I felt the time was right.
Treatments
- Ambien Not Working
- stopped working afte4r 4 months
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Made me sick at first. I recently started having issues again.
- Fish Oil Not Working
- made me sick to my stomach and I stopped taking it.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I have a wonderful women's group that helps me do much.
- Lithium Not Working
- Did not help ,e
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
- need to increase my dose.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Keeps me calm and controls the panic
Close War in Iraq
I AM A STRONG BELIEVE THAT THE WAR IN IRAQ WAS A MISTAKE FROM THE BEING. I AM NOT A BUSH FAN AND BELIEVE THAT HE START THIS WAR BECAUSE HE HIS FATHER WAS NOT ABLE TO BRING HUSSIAN DOWN AND HE WAS GOING TO PROVE THAT HE CAN. iN TH EMEANTIME THERE ARE MILLIONS OF CHILDREN DYING FROM HUNGRY AND AIDS. tHERE ARE COUNTRIES THAT ARE ELIMATING ENTIRE RACES, RELIGIONS AND PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY DO NOT BELIEVE IN THE SOME THING THAT THEY DO.
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