hra84's Journal

I dont really know what was it either but i hope it wont happen again!!!!! Have you been feeling nervous or stressed latelly? you have to avoid situations that make you feel nervous. I dont know what to say, i have never had this experience but i can imagine how horrible it must have been. I hope you feel better now!

Ive had panic attacks b4 and NOT FUN! Did u talk to ur doc about soem medication for just in case it happens again? They have pills that work fast to calm u down and u only have to take them if u need them. Have a good evening.

you have to confront your feelings! Escaping from things doesnt help... you cannot escape forever. I know its difficult and it huts but you need to face everything thats on your mind, everything that is making you miserable. You need to talk to someone! I am always here for you.
love, Sara

i am going to send you a private message of support honey please read it when you feel up to it. xx

What am i going to say, may sound stupid, but, it actually isnt so important the way you look... For a long time i thought i am alone cause i am ugly. But then when i started to look at people around me, i have noticed girls who were really bad looking and they had boyfriends. You shouldnt think that something is wrong with you. Do you really feel that no one gives you attention? Maybe the attention comes from the wrong guys and you dont even notice. Personally, i dont notice most of the people around me and usually are my friends those who say: look that guy is looking at you or something. I just dont see it. And its also true that some guys are shy and afraid of the rejection. Do you show a guy who you like, that you are interested in him? Maybe if you would he would show it too. I understand that you are lonely, i feel lonely a lot, but you know i prefer to be alone than with a guy who is not what i am looking for. I know that doesnt mean a lot to you, but i honestly think you are beautiful and sweet, and cute and caring and so much more. And you deserve an amazing guy. Go out more, laugh, just enjoy it and dont think about that too much. It shows on your face and people will think you arent comfortable with your self and that you dont like yourself, that can also look like you dont like others. You are amazing person and the people who dont think like this arent worth to be around you. If you are shy, open up to people. Show them how funny and sweet are you. You are just great. Its worth to wait for the guy who you will love with all your heart. And this will be the guy who will think that you are the most wonderful woman in the world. Its worth it. Trust me. If i wanted to be with someone right now, i could, but it just wouldnt feel right and around the wrong guy i would feel much more alone than i feel now.
I am here for you if you ever want to talk! Just message me or if you want i can give you my msn? Just know i am always here!!!