Journal Entry for November 18, 2007
November 18, 2007 4:06pm
well yesterday was the 2 yr anniversry of my moms death and the 50'th wedding anniversary of my aunt and uncle on my dad's side. SO …
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About Me
I just got married a little over 2 mnths ago. I don't have any children but I do have 2 stepkids. I am the youngest of 6 kids and there are still 5 of us living. I lost my sister in 1985 she was 15 and I just lost my mom in Nov. 2005. My brother's and sister's are spread out all over the US. I have 11 neices and nephew's total. I have 1 neice and 1 nephew who are graduateing High School this yr. I also have a very spoiled rotten cat.
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Right now it is mainly scrapbooking, I also like to cross stitch and shop lol
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Journal Entry for November 2, 2007
November 2, 2007 6:20pm
I am still around. IF you want to get ahold of me then it is best to send a hug or a message to me and I will anwer you.
I am still weak from …
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Journal Entry for October 8, 2007
October 8, 2007 8:05pm
Well I am back here finally after spending a week in the hospital with my diabetes. I'll tell you what I feel a heck of a lot better. …
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Journal Entry for September 20, 2007
September 20, 2007 8:00pm
Well it's been a long time but I have been gone to. Everything is going wrong. I got a open sore on my foot and I had a bladder …
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Journal Entry for August 10, 2007
August 10, 2007 10:18am
Well ny life what can I say. Now seriously a lot has been going on since my last entry. The idiot actually told me he will not give me …
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Our love is either rose or thorn. One leaves us whole, the other torn. Which one is which? There is no trick. The first we smell; the second, pick. When we pick love we end its growth. Not just the picked but of us both. Together we must each have 'ground'. That's where love's nourishment is found. Love, Maria
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I was sitting here all morning and those words came to my mind.I wrote them down.... Miracles are not so rare. They are everywhere. You just have to look around. Your children, your friends, your memories, a bright blue sky, the shining sun, sitting together with your family around the dinner table. Miracles surround you, you only have to look. Playing children, a beautiful sunset, a blooming flower. Just look up to heaven and you can see all the twinkling stars on a clear night. What a beautiful sight. Little miracles are all around us. We see them all the time without even noticing but they are there. Always! I believe in miracles. Love, Maria
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Hey girl.. sorry i havent called you in a while.. i got a new phone and it wont let me call out of state.. im getting a house and with that ill be able to so when i do ill give ya a call.. i hope all is good with you.. lots of lve ange
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I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today, to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way. God's love is always with you, God's promises are true. And when you give God all your cares, you know God will see you through. Have a blessed Day! Love,Maria
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I am 34yrs old and I was diagnosed with Bi-Polar when I was 23. Even though I showed symptoms since I was a teenager. It took a long time to straighten me out on meds but once my docs got me on the right meds I have been pretty good ever since. However I have had many suicide attempts over the yrs.
Treatments
- Depakote Working / Worked
- Worked well for me except I have severe nerve damage to my stomach from my diabetes and I therefor could not take it anymore
- Geodon Working / Worked
- became allergic to it
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I do very well in group therapy but unfortunitely there is none offered in my area except for in Partial Hosp programs
- Haldol Not Working
- had a reaction to it
- Lithium Working / Worked
- I have done very well on Lithium for many many yrs. Since 2001 to be exact
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- Has worked great for me
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy name is Kara and I lost a sister when she was 15 back in 1985 and I just recently lost my mom in Nov 2005. I have had a lot happened to me in my life and a lot of tragic things but the death of my mom has been the most horrible thing that has ever happened to me ever. I had pretty much gotten over the death of my sister until I lost my mom. For some reason her death hashed up those old feelings that I was feeling with the loss of my sister also. SO now I am grieving the both of them.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- It helps some but I just recently really had a hard cry for my mom
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I have a regular counselor that I see on a regular basis.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I am lucky that I have wonderful friends that I can talk to when I need to
Open Diabetes Type 1
I was diagnosed diabetic at the age of 10. After almost a yr of having diabetes my parents handed me full control of the disease. Needless to say being diabetic as a teenager I did not take care of it. So now as an adult I have several complications from it the worse being diabetic gastroparesis which is so severe that I have absolutey no digestion what so ever. I am on an insulin pump which I have been on since Jan 2001. That has majorely helped me to control my diabetes.
Treatments
- Humalog Working / Worked
- I had no problems with this insulin except that I had an insurance company that would not pay for it and made me change to novolog.
- NovoLog Working / Worked
- Am currently on this brand of insulin in my insulin pump
- Insulin (Regular and NPH) Working / Worked
- Was on this until I went on my insulin pump. I had blood sugars that would go from being 600 one time and then 40 the next. I am a very brittle diabetic
Open Chronic Pain
I crushed my left hip in Feb 2003 due to being thrown 50ft from a van. I developed a calcium deposit where I broke my hip and I have had chronic pain in my hip ever since. I also have sever nerve damage to my stomach from my diabetes and in April 2006 it got so severe that I developed severe abdominal pain with it. So I can not eat unless I am on pain meds
Treatments
- Methadone Working / Worked
- Am takeing 3 times a day
- Oxycodone Working / Worked
- worked great for my hip but then when my stomach got worse. It didn't touch that.
- Hydromorphone Working / Worked
- Works great but I have to take 100mg of IV/IM benadryl right before I take the dilauded. Therefor it was not an appropriate treatment for me.
Open Deep Vein Thrombosis (DVT)
I have a hereditary clotting disorder. I started getting clots when I was 18. They 1st started just in my leg every few yrs. Then after I was in a severe car accident in 2003 the disorder became active and I have been clotted from my groin to my ankles as well as both of my shoulder's clotted off. I have also have 4 clots in my right lung and 1 clot in my left lung.
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