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bearcat
is feeling OK
About Me
I have a choice to make die of cancer or liver failure. Can't seem to make up my mind. Guess I need some help.
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Close Uterine Cancer
My liver is failing and I have cancer of the lining of my uterus. I have told no one I know, and I do not intend to, but thought it might be nice to chat with "strangers" and I do not mean that as an insult. I decided not to meet with a cancer specialist as I have had it. I'm sick of being told how to act and what to think. I will leave behind a husband and a cat both of whom I love dearly.
Close Breakups & Divorce
Haven't had either a breakup or a divorce, but my husband fell in love with a one armed bandit that stole our retirement an my belief in him.
Treatments
- Love Working / Worked
- I've tried loving him but he hates himself. I feel that after 30 years we may be broken beyond repair
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- He is bipolar so I check into that group every now and then.
- Love Not Working
- I feel as though I ruined our entire time together, by simply mourning the death of my Tom
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bearcat hasn’t been active on the site in a while. Why not give bearcat a hug?
