Meds
June 18, 2008 11:36am
I finally completed the process and I am back in therapy and meds. I know i will be oka, it just takes to darn long.
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Goal End Date is Mar 16, 08 173 days ago.
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yeouxleigh
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About Me
I have broken the curse in my life and I am very happy. I ended the negative physical abuse from my life. Now I just have to clear it from my mind. I have surrounded myself with positive and happiness. It is a choice and I am committed to making my life safe and complete.
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I will change your life.com Reading, staying in therapy and opening my life to new adventures.
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Reverting to old patterns???
June 18, 2008 11:25am
Ok....here it goes. So I am supposed to be in VPO court against my ex this week. My question is am I just doing this to hang-on cause that is what i …
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New Beginnings Old Endings
June 3, 2008 12:44pm
When I finally cut off Robert, it hurt. But it was he best thing I ever did. I am so empowered and I am learning that my daughters are finding …
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Stopping by to say hi, hope you are doing well, God's Love and blessings be with you!
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You are a very strong woman. You have to be, you made it this far in life. I understand so much of your pain. I too have had such a hard time with life and many of the same things you have gone through.
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Thank you for sharing your experience. How wonderful to have a son that is so independent! RS
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thanks you too HUGS
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I recently left a violent and abusive relationship after 10 years and tons of attempt to leave before. What broke the camels back was when he came home from working out of state and he had beaten up a co-worker. I just couldn't get passed that, I just know if I had been there I would have been the one to get the beating. I was at his place I just kept think, why is this life oka with me....I had already taken all my belonging to my place. It was just a matter of walking away.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I was able to make a plan and I have made it this far. My plan included surrounding self with friends, family and my supervisor at work. That is what ultimately made the break.
- Writing Too Soon to Tell
- Thinking back on my life, i have always been a writer. I have lived a life of abuse and have always succumed to the pen. So I am tying it again. See you on the site.
- Prayer Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
I have been in a relationship with and alcoholic/drug addict for 9 years. I do hurt cause i never know when he is going to be sober or high. (literally form on hour to the next) Then I can expecto be hit, thrown out, etc. etc. etc. I am almost out, my goal is buy the end of this year I will be out for good.
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- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- Al-Anon Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
After 30 years I have been able to deal with my father sexually abusing me and my sisters. It has taken alot of reading and asking alot of questions. Every opportunity to research and understand why these things happen make it better for me to deal with my abuse. I did not abuse my children, but my ex-husband sexually abused my oldest daughter. That was far more painfull than my abuse, cause it was my child that was hurt. She too is in counseling and we are very open about both our experiences.
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- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
Open Stress Management
Stress is my middle name, I really had not accepted that fact until not too long ago. I tend to have a panic and stress attack several times a week that have caused me to loose friends, jobs, family and myself. I want to master this issue. I just want to learn to let it go. Somehow. I have had a difficult time at my job of almost a year. I love my job, I just don't like people, I guess. I don't like authority and I don't like me alot of the time.
Open Child Support & Custody
Getting Child Support after 10 years of divorce. My children are all adults now, but that little check each weeks gives me such a sense of satisfaction. Go to www.supportkids.com its a private agency.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Leaving him after 10 years.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
Open Financial Challenges
My finances have dwindled to virtually nothing. I can pay my rent and my car is paid, but I still have to make it day by day. I am in this situation partly because I left a violent relationship and i am determined to make it through one way or another.
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- Earn Money Working / Worked
- I'm finding that my job is my safe place and my mind is free of worry when I am actively working and keeping my mind busy.
Open Families of Prisoners
My son Moses is in prison has been since he was 17 years old. He might be able to come home this year!!
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Open Insomnia
I love it when i get a great nights sleep...In the past couple of years I wake up several times a night unless i take a sleep aid. I just want to sleep soundly every night. It is affecting my work, friendships and my dog.
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- Trazodone Working / Worked
- i cannot sleep and trazadone has a long lasting "sleepy" effect.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
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Open Breast Cancer
I have a mammogram today and i am scared this will be my 4 one in five years, they never find anything. But i have recurring pain and a lump in my left beast that hurts even if i must lean or touch something like a book or a grocery bag against it. I am having a sonagram too.
Open Bipolar Disorder
I am just now investigating this disorder and the possibility that I may have it.
Open Family Issues
I have four adult children and they all live on their own. But sometimes I just don't know what to do, they see me as they pier instead of their mother.
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Healthy Relationships
New Relationship. After many years of a bad one, I finally let myself start new. I would like to be special for someone and be real. But it takes work.
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Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
Sex has always been enough to forgive my ex abuser. Now, I have a hard time accepting affection without thinking it leading to sex. I need a plan. I need to not be addictived to violence/sex/violence cycles.
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- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
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