moonwater’s Profile
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moonwater
is feeling Bad
About Me
Divorced, mother of two, chroniclly ill... I'm a big ball of fun. ;P And a slightly off sense of humor. Not much else to say. Those of you who know me, know me. Unfortunatly I'm not open to getting to know any new people on a personal level at this point in time.
Interests
An ecclectic combination of things... Science fiction, martial arts, dance, poetry, childrens literature, lots of music, too many collectables to list, ect...
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Hugs for a great 4th wherever u are!?!?!?
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Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo Out There!!!!! Hoping you are just busy and nothing is wrong???? Hugs, Gabby
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Hope you are having fun celebrating Memorial Day somewhere!! Hugs, Gabby
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Happy Mother's Day to you!!! Big hugs, Gabby
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Hi! Hoping that your "mood" lifts soon! Have a great evening,well it is morning now. Hugs, Gabby
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentTechnically grandparents, but they raised me, so... Grandpa passed away back in 93. I never did seem to come to terms with it. Grandma(my best friend and my rock) passed away just before Christmas 2006. She went while cradled in my arms. I have so much pain from the mess that the rest of my life is, and now there's a huge hole in my heart that just makes it hurt worse.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I sure do it a lot now a days. They say crying helps. I didn't used to cry much. Can't help it now though. At it's worst it's painful and exausting, at it's best it's a few tears for a happy memory.
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- It usually goes along with the crying. I seem to talk to my grandparents more than actually praying to God though. I miss them.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- A couple decades and hasn't done much good at all. I do better with friends.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I spend a lot of time remembering. The times that give me the most peace though are when I go out to the lake where their ashes are for a visit. I toss flowers in by the petals and talk to them and remember how the place looked when I was a kid. A lot of tears and smiles.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- I've only got DS, but from the time I've been here I feel like there's a good support system and I've kinda found an online family. I feel like the semi-regular journaling I've started to do here has helped some too. I don't know why it feels different than just writing it down in a book at home.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Some days when it get's really bad it helps me hold it together.
Close Fibromyalgia
I've been diagnosed for about 6 years now I think. Started with a lot of illness in early teens and went downhill from there. Just about hit bottom after having my kids. Been on just about everything. This past year has been one of my best physically in a long time though.
Treatments
- Acupressure Somewhat Helpful
- Need to do it more often along with the massage. I do good with auricular acupressure.
- Acupuncture Not Working
- Bad reaction. I felt awful during and way worse after.
- Aqua Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Wish I were able to keep it up.
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Bad reaction. Just like all the other drugs I could have checkmarked, not everything works for everyone.
- Duragesic Patch Working / Worked
- The flare ups have been less often and less severe since I started, so have the migraines. I don't need pain pills near as often as I used to. If just starting back up from being off the patch for a while though expect a couple of sleepy days.
- Massage Working / Worked
- Wonderful, but dosn't last long enough. I wish I could do it more often.
- Zanaflex Working / Worked
- Helps keep the muscles from being too stiff for the most part. A smaller dose during the day as needed during a flare or a bad migraine helps too. Makes me sleepy and gives me a dry mouth.
- Relafen Working / Worked
- The antiinflammatory I've been on the longest because it seems to be the most effective for me, even if it dosen't fix everything.
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