I'm a coward
May 8, 2008 6:55pm
I wish I could tell you that I have made it. Today would have been day 9 if I had been strong but instead I'm starting over again.
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About Me
I am 33 years old and a married with 3 kids (6, 4 and 7 months) I have been drinking since I was about 14 a habit me and my two brothers both picked up from my dad. My two brothers have found ways to stop but I on the other hand cannot. My wife has threatened to leave me because of the drinking but I just started to hide it from her. I want to quit for the sake of not only myself but my children. I don't want them to end up taking the same route as me.
Interests
Sports and music. I love the Counting Crows as you can see from my handle. Adam's lyrics are just so dark and expressive. I grew up in LA so I am a Dodgers and Lakers fan even though I now live in the Bay Area. As far as football I am an Eagles fan. I used to love the Rams but when they skipped town I skipped them.
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Recent Activity
June 19
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misterjones gave nar3a63 a High Five 12:44am
Thanks for the support. It is almost 10pm. I am heading off to bed and not a drink in sight. Things are…
June 18
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misterjones gave nar3a63 a Hug 12:18am
Yeah been a long while. I was doing horrible. Right now I just finished watching my Lakers get demolished…
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misterjones gave nar3a63 a Hug 12:09am
Hey Nick, I was reading in one of your posts that your Grandmother died. I'm sorry to hear that. A family…
June 5
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misterjones turned 33 12:00am
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Anniversary
May 5, 2008 11:58pm
Tomorrow, May 6th, is the one year anniversary of the day my mother died. I'm heading out to see my Dad and leave some flowers on her grave in …
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Day Two Part Deux
April 30, 2008 11:43am
Ok, so its not really breaking news to make it through the first night. The first and even second night are the easiest. But it is a start. I went …
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Starting Over
April 29, 2008 12:31pm
Ok, so I had my mulligan. A six day mulligan!
After I messed up and took that drink on Wednesday I just fell into my old pattern of …
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High Five
Thanks man! Glad you are doing good. Keep it up! Have a great night and I will talk to ya later!
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Hug
Hey buddy, how ya doing? Thanks for your support last night, it really is much appreciated. It is never easy, and I really do know how hard it is for you, I'm there too. Hope you got past day three! I need to get back on day one, and stay there...Nick
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I'll mesage ya tomorrow after I regain my strength.
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I've not had it easy, but how you been?
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Yea, it's not easy, I think we are both there...how you doing? Been awhile....
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Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
I am 32 years old. I have been an alcoholic since I was 14. I got married 6 years ago and have three beautiful daughters and a wonderful wife. I don't want to drink anymore. I tell myself that every day and then I buy more beer. Beer is my poison. I do not drink liquor. I wish I would not drink any alcohol. My girls are growing up so fast and I am letting it all go by. I am afraid to lose my wife and my family but no matter how much self hatred I spew on myself it never changes.
Treatments
- AA Meetings Considering
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- never works
- Willpower Not Working
