ashleighsmom's Journal

Why do kids have to be so hurtful with their words?  I have found out Ash has been lying to me since she has started talking to Cory again.  For some reason she didn't want to tell me they went to the beach together on Wednesday and then again tonight she had her friend Lindsay lie for her telling me she had errands to run.  I knew she had gone to Cory's again. I don't understand why she doesn't want me to know she is going to see him.  She seems to think I don't like him or want him around.  I tried to tell her that I missed having him around the house too.  She says that part of the problem was they spent most of their time here instead of at his house.  I tried to ask what is wrong with our house and she starts crying and saying she wants things to be different this time.  He has yet to step foot anywhere near me since they broke up in April.  I just can't seem to make her understand is all I want is for her to be happy and if he is the one that truly makes her happy then I want them to be together.  He hurt her in April and I tried to explain the she has no idea how much a mom hurts when their baby hurts.  I cried right along with her for days.  Why does she want to shut me out???????  We have plans to go to the beach tomorrow but I don't even want to go now because I think its going to be weird because I haven't spoken to him since the big break up. 

I don't know what to do?  We use to be so close and no she seems to want to shut me out and keep things from me.  I'm so hurt right now I can't even tell you how much. :( :(   Why??????