Soph827's Journal

I'm feeling quite good again today! I couldnt sleep last night though! got up and tried all these differant clothes last night they are all looser on me which yes does make me happy cos i was not comfortable with how i felt in my clothes b4hand!

I woke up still reasonably early for a rather sleepless night last night and it was raining! The rubbing from the long run few days ago now is still a lil sore so my intention is to go for a swim when i eventually get around to it today! Been swimming for an hr 2days in a row instead of running this week. Today however ive been slow to really do anything! i was hungry all last night too so that wudve contributed to why i didnt get to sleep much so this morning i had breakfast which was a bit of museli with a bit of yoghurt,1/2 a bit of toast with jam,coffee

Just sorta had lunch now which was an orange and coffee! Gonna need to go get some things from the shop soon ran outta sugarfree equal that i have in coffee,gum (so i dnt smke so much!) and maybe sum choc freddo frogs 4 my sis so she can give me 1 or 2! I dont feel bad eating those as treats and a lollipop lol!

Work rang me earlier on and i now have lots mor ehrs which is great! :) someone has left so i'm taking on there regualr hrs till i leave 4 college in march! So these shifts are in the hospital ward with all the very sick,frail old ppl who cant do any of there own cares! A lot more physical hard work great experience and character building opportunity for me :)! its just 430-9pm so quite a nice lil shift to do!!!!!!!! Whats really good abou thaving this job now is i can tell them when my holidays are from college and come home to oamaru and work,earn $! So i dont think im going to need to wrk while studying which is a big relief with all the other stuff and commitments i'll have up there! I'm very happy with the way things are working out right now!

All i need to do is stay in reality and know that nothing is worth slipping up over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think i can have less and less slips from here now! :) I'm gna get off my ass soon and go get these few groceries then go 2 the pool and do a lil bit of window shopping! I get paid on thursday so i may buy sum new cute lil singlets maybe a nighty too and sum sexc underwear!!!!!!!! other than that man my room is a mess from throwimg all my clothes around last night lol so i will have to get onto that soon!

hope u r all as well as i am at this moment of time :)

much luv soph xxoo