Journal Entry for September 19, 2007
im bored...
and im tied between like 3 guys..and i dont know what to do...
i hope i can figure it out...
is feeling Excellent
well..my names Ashleigh..and if you wanna know something about me..just ask..
music=life art=life
im bored...
and im tied between like 3 guys..and i dont know what to do...
i hope i can figure it out...
i moved to maine...
so my life is much better now..
i have no stress like i did in cali..
my parents are officially divorced...
so im just happier then …
well today im getting ready to go to oregon for a week with my friend...
i still dont know if im pregnant or not..
but w/e
shit happens
i think im pregnant....
my life just keeps getting better and better...
well my weekebd has rocked my socks off...
i went to san fransico and we went to my friends cuzin house and i had a blast...
we sat around and smoked …
im bipolar..and sometimes i can get bad..like my moods..and sometimes i just cant handle myself..
my mom has hodgkin's lymphoma..great huh...but its not bad..so thats good..
well...im bisexual..and i lean towards girls more..but i still like guys...and ive come out to my mom and friends..but not the rest of my family..
ive had a miscarriage before...and it hurts me still..i was one month...then i lost it...sucks..
i use to cut and burn and carve at my skin..but i dont do it anymore..well at least i try not to...
well im not gonna go into the whole story of my childhood..but yeah my mom and stepdad fight alot..and its bad at the momment..*tear*
im not really addicted but i love doing it..so thats kinda like my anti-depressent lol..