Journal Entry for May 28, 2008
May 28, 2008 12:01pm
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queene
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About Me
I am a mother of one.
Interests
I love God. I enjoy music, especially Christian. I am learning to quilt. I get pleasure out of going to classrooms and telling/reading stories to children. I sometimes write poetry.
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Recent Activity
Saturday
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queene gave bickyroo a Hug 5:42pm
Sending you a hug to say that you are loved. I need to do better about getting on this site, Thinking…
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queene gave Soleil a Hug 8:39am
Some Saturday morning hugs to let you know you are thought about today. Hope today is a good one for…
Thursday
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queene gave Soleil a Hug 9:40am
Hugs to last the whole day long. You are important.…
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queene gave Soleil Flowers 9:40am
Flowers to a special friend.…
July 2
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queene commented on MoMoe’s journal entry Worried... 9:45pm
Praying for you and your uncle.…
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queene commented on KelleyS’s journal entry Journal Entry for July 2, 2008 9:41pm
Glad Jen is out and pray that she will continue to improve. I will keep her in my prayers and include…
July 1
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queene gave KelleyS a Hug 6:44pm
Just a few hugs to let you know you and your love ones are in my prayers and thoughts.…
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queene gave Soleil a Hug 6:36pm
Sending you lots of hugs. It has been a little while since I lasted visited here, but I want you to know…
June 24
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queene gave Soleil a Hug 4:51pm
Just wanted to give you a hug. Stormy weather is here and the internet is not performing very well. I…
June 9
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queene commented on KelleyS’s journal entry Journal Entry for June 8, 2008 9:09am
That is certainly something that death can't take away! Good for you. Continue to walk in that!…
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Journal
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Another Change
May 22, 2008 11:24am
Hi,
My pastor who is also my boss, my friend accepted a position at another church. At least now I have stopped crying. I don't like …
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Journal Entry for May 16, 2008
May 16, 2008 9:25am
2 yrs ago today, the 16th, my mom passed. It was two days after Mother's Day. It was Tuesday. So in one way I felt that Tuesday …
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Morning hugs. Wish I was in that place that is pictured in your Avatar. Have a great day. Luv, Lucy
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Goodnight hugs. Hope all is well. Take care, Lucy
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Prayer
Prayer for peace queene. Hope youa re doing ok!
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Morning hugs. Take care...Lucy
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thanks for your comment to my journal. take care and it will be ok at church. they will be replaced by someone who is meant to be for your church. change can be hard. i know the feelling. b
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy mom died 2 days after Mother's Day(2006). I have other losses this past year which brought about too many changes.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I cry almost everyday and some days I cry alot. I want to, but I seldom ever cry with someone. I don't want them to feel bad.
- Helping Others Working / Worked
- Writing letters and sending cards to hospice patients have helped me.
- Music Working / Worked
- I have always loved Christian music and listen to it constantly. It's relaxing to me.
- Poetry Working / Worked
- Writing what's on my heart, not necessary about my grief helps me to learn and understand me.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- God has been and is a God of Comfort to me. When I can't pray for myself, my best friend Vicky Lynn prays with me and for me. I do again strength from prayers.
- Reading Working / Worked
- I read and study the Bible. Right now I am doing some Beth Moore's Bible Studies and Kay Arthur's. It's help alot because I feel myself getting stronger as I learn to trust God more with my "heart.
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes the memories just makes me sadder because I won't have any new memories of my mom or my other friends and family that have past these 2 years.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Some family and friends I thought I would have as a support system haven't been there for me, but that's okay because I mainly concentrate on the ones I do have. My 2 best friends have been super, especially my Ethel, I'm her Lucy. She takes the time to at least try to understand me and what I need and makes the sacrifices to be available when it counts the most and forces me gently to do things when I am too "caught up" to know what I need to do.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Only on this site do i vent, and most time I keep it pretty private. I am a "stuffer" -don'y fsare cry the way i want to-and have a difficult times venting, really crying. I need to work on that. It's hard facing feelings like feeling rejected, abandoned, or even feeling angry with those who are no longer here, especially my mom.
Close Sexual Abuse
I was touched as a teen by a "godly" man, my daughter was raped by a close family friend. After 5 yrs. we are still serving time when he served none.
Open Adoption
My daughter is my niece by birth. I brought her home at 4 days old. She is now 19 yrs. old.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I brought my niece home from the hospital when she was 4 days old. The adoption was finalized when she was 27 mos. Her birthmother is my sister. I knew from the time I was 9 yrs. old that I wanted to adopt and I would tell the child. My daughter is now 20 yrs. old and is married. Sometimes I think it would have been better had we not known the biological parent. There was alot of drama. As a single parent, I often felt guilty that I am the one who stood in the way of her being adopted by a couple who could have provided a million time better than I could, but I could not bare the thought of her not being in my life.
