Life is so unnerving to a servant …
Life is so unnerving to a servant who isn't serving! excerpt from Be our Guest Beauty and the Beast!

I am still holding on waiting for my time in the court room to get my kids back. it is very amazing how people can alter, adjust and do at will anything and feel as if there is not a time for reckoning. I see it best to put my faith in the Lord to deliver me from those who wish me ill. The youth minister made a point today in bible study that really hit home. God's glory is seen not only in the good but also in the bad that happens to us in life. I could question why so much has happened to me, but in the great plan, that I have no idea about, I know there is a reason for the pain and suffering and I will be an obediant servant and take it. All the more reason to praise God for giving me this. I am alive and I will survive. I have faced my demons and I have learned to look upon the word of God as guidance. I have a new partner in my life. He is black and likes to scratch and keep me up at night. no!!! I am not gay it is my new cat. He is my family at the moment and keeps me from feeling the lonliness that people in my situtation feel. Thank you all who pray for me.
Peace be with you always
Life is so unnerving to a servant who isn't serving! excerpt from Be our Guest Beauty and the Beast!
I'm feeling better than I was in the last entries... I'm actually even going to try and roller skate tomorrow …
Not much to say today. It actually was a good one for me.Peace, love, and best wishes to all.Take care-Curtis
I also believe that everything happens for a reason and that maybe someday you will find your answer. Then again, maybe you wont.....That;s God's choice......I know that I been thru so much pain and suffering with everything and wasn't able to understand WHY God put all this in my lap........Eventually, I was able to understand.... You may too.....
Just dont ever lose the faith!!!!
mdiz3