This morning I woke up to a beautiful rain shower. It's been so long since we have had any rain. I love the rain. It just makes me happy.
I have been asked to play the organ in church on Sunday, and I am so very nervous about it. It always scares me to play in front of people.
Today is not that bad of a day regarding my struggle with infertility. But, I know how fast my mood changes in this regard. Last night I was crying again because I just want *one more chance* to be a mom again. How many millions of times have I prayed for this? Maybe the answer is "no". But why not? GRRRRRR!!!!!!