Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
February 15, 2008 11:12pm
so its been a while since i wrote...well.... so as of jan 2nd me and josh got back together. he got down on one knee and took my hand, at first i …
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About Me
my name is steph and i recently found out i have anxiety and it just keeps getting worse. it started out as small things like thinkin i have tumors to thinkin im goin to harm myself or someone closets to me.im terrified of myself and its taking over my life.
Interests
i love to dance, go shopping listening to music, i just love being a girl! i l love to work even though im currently on unemployment. love spendin time with my son. love hiking, fishing, camping, just love the out doors the cheapist things to do would excite me. if you gotta myspace check me out at stephaliciouse85!!
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Journal Entry for December 20, 2007
December 20, 2007 11:58pm
im sooooo comfused me and josh are like up and down. where not together not yet any way. i feel like its up in the air though. he justtells me …
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Journal Entry for December 6, 2007
December 6, 2007 8:50pm
well the update on my last entry is.................. he dumped me! i made him tell me the truth finally. i said i just couldnt do this anymore, the …
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Journal Entry for November 18, 2007
November 18, 2007 1:28pm
well its realy hard for me to say this but i think me and josh are comeing to an end. im …
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Journal Entry for October 26, 2007
October 26, 2007 11:13am
im sad............me and my boyfriend r fightin again he slept on the couch last night.... i just dont get guys at all. they just dont care!!! hes …
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Hey there Just saw youre profile Was so HAPPY for You I dont think Ive ever heard anyone say Iam Just love been a Girl Yes yours so luck I am so happy you feel that way what a joy it must be for you Excel!!!
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hey babygirl!! im here- im so sorry i havent been on in forever!!- love ya
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Well someonr like playin with the cam :) lol hope all is well !!
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Hey Steph... everyone could use a hug right? Hope all is well.
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Close Anxiety
i have anxiety so bad it scares me to death and i wish i was en one but myself
Close Depression
my anxiety got me so stressed and its making me depressed theres so many things i want to fix about myself that i hate
Open Panic Attacks
when i had my first panic attack i thought i was losing my mind
Treatments
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- i love everyone on here
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
the more i read about ocd the more i realize ive had it all my life, weird.
Open Sexual Abuse
i was sexualy abused by my stepfather who was my only father in my eyes cause my dads been in jail my whole life.
Open Family Issues
ive always had family issues i hate my mom for so many reasons and my dads been in jail my whole life.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- i love talking to people on this site.
Open Breakups & Divorce
i was with a guy for 4 years marriad for 2. we had a son together and things didnt work out. we been seperated for 3 years but our divorce was final about a year ago
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
i smoked pot every day for 3 years straight im almost 3 months clean its a struggle butits not something i want my son around or to know that i was doing. i want him to be someone hes proud of. he gives me strength
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- he gives me the strength i need. he is my high in my life.
Open Personality Disorders
i can be sweet to bitch in 2.2 seconds cant realy explain it. i just get irratated so easy
Open Financial Challenges
ive been on unemployment for bout 6 months now i want to get a job but daycare is out ragouse i hate bein broke ii feel like ill never be comfortable in life
Open Bisexuality
well i was iffy bout joinin this community and puttin my bussiness out there but i realized i already have... well i like girls im in a 3 year relationship with a man but i just cant stopin thinkin bout girls, there just totally a different experience
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