Journal Entry for October 28, 2007
I just wanted to quickly write and let you all know that I'm still around, and everything has been much better since I last wrote in May... apart …
is feeling Good
Working full time in McLean as a technical writer... graduated from UMBC in 2004 with a degree in English... An avid runner partaking in various local races. I was diagnosed with anxiety & panic disorder & 6 years ago and I've been on medication ever since to help control my panic attacks. Looking for support with my terrible habit of self harm as a way to deal with extreme emotional stress & pain.
Music (singing, dancing, writing), Poetry (read/write), Fitness (running), Art (galleries, history, etc)
I just wanted to quickly write and let you all know that I'm still around, and everything has been much better since I last wrote in May... apart …
i can't even begin to describe what i've been going through these past few days... i've been so overwhelmed with stress & worries as a result of …
i don't know why i can't just be happy. every little thing seems to be worrying me this week. i'm constantly feeling like i want to cry, constantly …
so... the bf sent me roses along with an apology note. i can't decide whether to stay mad or forgive him.
is it fair that i have to beg for attention? i stayed at my boyfiend's house last night, sort of uninvited, but regardless he was acting like he …
Diagnosed with anxiety disorder in 2001 (directly linked to my panic attacks) after a few years of drug abuse... been on medication ever since.
Trying to overcome this devestating habit.
Diagnosed with thalaccemia minor in my early teen years... before learning that i had an anxiety disorder
Began running seriously last year. Tremendously helps relieve stress & staying in my best shape. I trained for 3 months and completed my first half marathon this past May 6th!
Getting rhinoplasty on May 22
i've been experiencing repeated verbal abuse with my boyfriend (a former drug abuser), but i think i might be in denial
Although I haven't dealt with extreme anger myself, my significant other (a former drug abuser-clean almost 2 yrs) has serious issues with his temper & anger, and he needs help (he's acknowledged it and we're working together to help him). In need of any advice or resources that will help us deal with this.