Ive done it!
May 25, 2008 2:55am
im so sorry i have not been there for everyone... but you see I am in love.
i have met a lovely, witty, wacky, fun man. A man that makes me …
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velcro73’s Profile
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About Me
Im a disability support worker, single mum with an 9 year old son, who is the light if my life. I live by the beach & dabble in drawing & painting to calm my moods!
Interests
I love: MY SON, MY MAN, coffee, ciggarettes, spaghetti, cartoons, all dogs, my dogs, pubs, shopping, logic, beer, unlogic, horror films, being in LOVE, talking nonsense, my friends, my bed, trees, my job, nuts, anchovies, music, vodka, messiness, water, elephants, knowledge, singing alone and shoes, to name a few.... I dispise: my brain.
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Journal Entry for May 12, 2008
May 12, 2008 1:59am
Things are really good, ive been on the up and up...
Ive really focused on myself and succumbed to things Ive put off in denial. Ive got health …
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My skin is paper thin
May 5, 2008 7:47am
My skin is paper-thinStill burning spiteful dustCartwheels of writhing agonyEntice no love nor futile lustBlind as a red wordTalking way too …
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help me please
May 1, 2008 6:09am
my mother is 56. she has BP1 depression agraphobia eating disorder she dosent drive is single lives off a disability pension lives in my house she …
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MARELY MAY
May 1, 2008 5:48am
My very best friend, my soul mate who moved to NSW (near Bondi) with her new man last year (whom I hate!) long story there... anyway, she had her …
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
i was diagnosed with bp a little over 3 years ago now. pdocs have changed my meds evey couple of months cos nothing seems to work. i have only started to tell people about 1 year ago about my disorder, and have only come to terms with it myself. I'm a single mum & all i have in my family is my own mother (she has bp too!) my support group is pretty THIN. I dont like talking about my meds.silly i know.
Treatments
Close Single Parenting
been a single mum for 7 years, im one of the lucky ones who gets along with my ex and his new wife. But its so hard to be selfish and look for a partner for myself while loving and protecting my son. I push men away. I dont blame my son at all for this, I blame soceity and it really brings me down to a big low. Im scared I will grow old alone and depend on my son to fulfil my companionship needs, not in a perverse way, but for me to rely on him and I will get in the way of his future.
Open Stress Management
Treatments
- Anger Management Somewhat Helpful
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Patience Not Working
Open Anger Management
people just make me MAD! i like animals.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
this really shits me! ;~0
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- Aloe Vera Not Working
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Not Working
- High Fiber Diet Not Working
- Miralax Somewhat Helpful
- Psyllium Not Working
Open Shopping Addiction
i feel the need to buy something new everyday. clothes, cds, food, even petrol. if i dont i feel very empty.
Open Miscarriage
the day i found out i was pregnant, i had already misscarried. im a blur, dont ask me what happened all i know is i had a dead featus in me for atleast 2 weeks. this was 9 months ago... and im losing the plot.
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- D&C Somewhat Helpful
- i had a lot of pain and discomfort. i had follow up exams and physically im ok, but mentally im screwed.
- Grief Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- start this week. i always thought it was stupid to grieve for something that ultimately never happened.
Open Depression Supporters
my mother is 56... she suffers depression and BP1... i dont cope well with this. She lives with me right now and at time ha the needs of a 15 yo then a 89 year old. I am her taxi service, her punching bag (verbally), her partner, her confidant and her parent... I have BP (inhereted) and im going insame too!
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