trish's Journal

WELL FOLKS ITS 23 DAYS NOW, SO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT, I AM FLABBEGASTED. I THINK THATS HOW YOU SPELL IT. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE I HAD TO START ALL OVER AGAIN. HAD I KEPT GOING INSTEAD OF BREAKING DOWN LAST TIME, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A YEAR IN AUGUST, YES THIS AUGUST ISN'T THAT A SHAME I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF. ANYWAY QUE SERA SERA RIGHT, WHAT WILL BE WILL BE. LIFE GOES ON NO SENSE IN CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK.I JUST WISH THE WANT OF THE ACTUAL ACT WOULD GO AWAY, THE LOZENGERS HELP THE NICOTINE PART OF IT, BUT ITS THE HABIT THAT I MISS ALOT TOO. I REALLY ENJOYED IT, HUBBY KEEPS TELLING ME I WILL NEVER QUIT AS LONG AS I ENJOYED IT, BUT I SEE DIFFERENT CAUSE MY GOD IS ON MY SIDE MY GOD WILL HELP ME, CAUSE THATS WHY I AM QUITTING FOR MY GOD, AND MY GOD ONLY. AND TOO OF HOW EXPENSIVE IT IS GETTING AND LLAST BUT NOT LEAST ITS KILLING ME SLOWLY. SO THERE YOU HAVE IT IN A NUTSHELL FOLKS. SEE YA NEXT TIME SAME PLACE, SAME CHANNEL. HAVE A BLESSED DAY.

LOVE YA TRISH