Journal Entry for June 16, 2007
Im mad and Im gonna cry about it...
I cant stand NC. Its wonderful if your ready to retire but Im a city girl stuck in the 'foot hills'. IM SO …
is feeling Excellent
Im 22, very outgoing and a bit hard to swallow. I speak my mind and Im always looking for a new adventure. Right now Im just trying to find where I fit in the scheme of things. Im starting to realize that you can either conform to what someone else wants or you can fight and make your own spot in life. Im fighting...Its an up hill battle but Im not gonna quit.
I have 14 tatto's and it is my passion. I hope to one day be able to do body percings, but Im still a little afraid of needles. I LOVE MUSIC...mainly rock/punk, but I dont mind listening to just about anything. Im really into cars..I use to drive an 87 Surburban, May he rest in pieces, Its was monster and I miss it! I have two cats, Skooner and Baden, who are the loves of my life and who keep me some-what sane. Im only 22 and already Im a crazy cat lady...maybe theres hope....
Im mad and Im gonna cry about it...
I cant stand NC. Its wonderful if your ready to retire but Im a city girl stuck in the 'foot hills'. IM SO …
(Im thinking out loud here so bear with me)I have got to get out of here. Why the fuck did I move to NC anyway?!?! I havent lived more than 20 …
I dont know how to be happy. I have had very short stints in my life where i almost believe that I was, but then the bottom falls out. I have no …
I got tickets to go see My Chemical Romance!! It will be the 2nd time Im seeing them on this tour, but the badass part it Im taking my lilttle …
My heads going a mile-a-minute and my mood keeps flipping. I was happy as can be today and now I feel like shit...whats the deal? Life has been good …
both my xish boyfriend and i met in our early 20s well23and 27 now he has just gone down so quickly in the last year while i havent touched heroin for years but am still on methadoneat44 years old.Im fighting hepc at the moment and then i want to come off the meth i think your so right about peoples attituides to addicts it is a bloody illness and i was a fool re my bloke as he was physically abusive to me from day 1 like dad!!so i stayed but after22wasted years im done ive got to get me well and not enable him!!! you sound like youve got it straight in your head what you are doing and i hope you will accept this hug from london my name is Sara D....too like your friend below! take care Sara x
wishing you a lovely day
I was gone for a long time and you were one of the few that didnt give up on me.thanks for the prayers and I'm back for good now,so if you need to talk...
Just doing a drive by HUG! Nick
Sending you flowers today along with my love and support. You hang in there, we all love you so much here. You take care and I will be here for you! As always, Cat
I have a family history of depression. My older brother is now on medication and Im doing my best to avoid it. Ive always had severe bouts of depresion starting when I was about 10. It gets really really bad during the winter and Ive already have had a very hard time getting out of bed this week....I want to feel happy damit!!
Im stressed out. but who isnt these days. Im at high risk for high blood pressure and my Doc said if I dont do somethin Im gonna be in a bad way within the next few years.
I started drinking at the age of 16 and by the time I was 18 i had a problem. By my 21st birthday I was a stone cold alcoholic. Im 22 now and still battling my addiction. Its a daily fight that Im not gonna let myself loose.