Journal Entry for February 18, 2008
ok a update, i have been going to the gym, with my daughter and hubby, rob and jessica, but looks like i am going to go everyday when i am not …
is feeling Excellent
I work, and have three grown up children, and a two year old grandaughter, i am married, and a bornagain christian, i try to always be there for other mainly my friends or anyone who needs a hand. . i have been healed from CFS for about five months now and i feel so good, so everyone do not give up, . you also can get rid of it like me. take care God blesss
ok a update, i have been going to the gym, with my daughter and hubby, rob and jessica, but looks like i am going to go everyday when i am not …
ok my update of loosing my weight, ok since my new job, i have put on a few kilos, so i have not succeeded, so i am trying again, instead of thinking …
Hey all my very good and special friends,
sorry once again for not being here, but alot has happened and i again have been so busy, but things have …
Hey everyone, i am so sorry i have not posted anything for a while, been so busy again, but trying to get back on here again as much as i can, one …
ok guys, i got to say sorry to all my dear and special friends here, because i have not been online, i have had alot happening, but all should …
Hi Julie, where the heck is you???? hugssssssssss
Hi July, Spring hug here!!!
Hi Julie!!! Sending a hug your way on a Tuesday..a rainy, miserable Tuesday. Hugsssssssssss
Sending a hug your way Julie!!! oxoxoxo
Stopping by to say hello and see how you are doing, hope all is well, God's Love and Blessings be with you!
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i have suffered for a long time now, i was told i had this over ten years ago, five doctors. i have tried many many things and medications, but in the end, i got prayed for, and yes, i am healed in Jesus Name, and it is gone.
i have had drepression for a very long time, since i was very young, i grew up without parents, a father that was never there he was a drunk, and a mum who left us when we were very young and she would not admit we were hers, she just did not care about us. i have always felt this way, there has been many many times i have wanted to try to take my life, i am under a doctor and we have been trying to fix this problem, i also have CFS. i have also have had this for a long time. :o(
I have been over weight now for about 15 years, i think it is due to my depression , and CFS., i try to much to beat this, but i always fail, when i was so young, i was so fit, and thin, now i feel like i am so ugly and do not like myself, i hate it when someone looks at me, i hate my body so much.
i was married for ten years to a man that controled my life very deeply and in the end of ten years he nearly killed me, lucky police came and took him away , but it took eight polie officers to hold him down as he was high on drugs and very drunk, he raped me in front of my kids and bashed me so much some of my family and friends did not reconise me. i have come out of this, and can give advice to other women, and i would like to help as many as i can, as i was also controlled growing up
i was married for ten years to a man that controled my life very deeply and in the end of ten years he nearly killed me, lucky police came and took him away , but it took eight polie officers to hold him down as he was high on drugs and very drunk, he raped me in front of my kids and bashed me so much some of my family and friends did not reconise me. i have come out of this, and can give advice to other women, and i would like to help as many as i can, as i was also controlled growing up
i have been overweight for a long time now, due to deep clinical depression. but not my doctor says i got to get this weight off, i am trying and i have lost a bit, but sometimes i put it back on, need more of a positive attitude. getting there slowly