Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
I am definately having a hard time juggling, parenting, the ex, work, my sister and her family, the man I'm involved with, my tenants, my …
is feeling OK
Marveling at the beauty and aliveness of it all. Tolle
Recently: 10 hugs given, 9 journal posts more …
Mother to a great little girl. Aunt to three great little nephews. Daughter to a wonderful mother. Sister to my great sisters and brothers!! :)
Colors... like painting, mixing. Healthy parenting, family, friends, music, photo journalism, art, different cultures, web communication, movies(foreign).
I am definately having a hard time juggling, parenting, the ex, work, my sister and her family, the man I'm involved with, my tenants, my …
My Tuesday.... not eating and drinking as well as I would like to. I had my therapy this morning. It felt very helpful. I did a few pro-active …
My day is far from over. Just looking forward to that brighter moment to come my way. I have a sneaking suspicion it just isn't going to. …
Monday is upon me... keep thinking and thinking. I need to work on my organizational skills. Complete many goals still lingering around in my head …
I changed my faith after years of searching... not sure if thats what you meant in believing?
Believing? as in believing on God? :) Takes time...
That is good. What has been happening in your life?
Thank you! How are you today?
Sometimes I feel 101 years old too, even though I am only a little over half that age in calendar years! LOL
I work nights... my challenges: to parent her and meet her all needs on my own so I am staying with my sister and family...
I'm have Stage 4/5. My first surgery was in June 07. I have a second clean-up surgery 5/13/08. I been on the pill(hormonal treatment). It has alleviated many if not all my discomforts.
My younger dear brother in 2004, grandmother, friends, colleagues, pets.... :( As I age I see more and more loss... it's unbearable.
Dairy, Gluten, Wheat, Chocolate, Strawberries, Sugar, etc.....
Always feel like I'm not getting/doing it right ....
Several years (8-10) throughout my 17 year marriage... it was mutually verbally abusive.
I'm allergic to Gluten....
gluten/dairy/egg/soy/fructose/many other foods to minimize Endo symptoms.... need help in understanding nutrition
Met someone with two lovely girls of his own. 10 and 7yrs. Seeking knowledge on Blended/Bonus Families. (Healthy structures)
Met some who has OCD... seeking knowledge on the subject.
I had a seventeen year marriage. We have a beautiful daughter. I still struggle with the loss of a nuclear family. I struggle with the codependent nature of my relationship to her father and the verbal, emotional abuse we had. He left for a work colleague. I foresee children, half siblings for my daughter. I'm trying my best to embrace and cope.
I have been struggling years to understand my emotional relationship with food to no avail. Seeking help.
I have been struggling years to understand my emotional relationship with food to no avail. Since being told I'm have food allergies I'm struggling even more... seeking help.
Anxiety permeates my existence.