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in the hospital again Mood

Sunday, June 15, 2008 | A Breaking News story

well thats a little frusterating. i wrote a whole journal entry out and it didnt post it. ok back to writing it again.

*this entry is a little graphic*

just when things start to get better...blah, something has to happen.

yesterday night i went swimming with my friend at my apartment complex. when we got out of the pool we started walking to this heater to warm up. he freaked out and told me i was bleeding. i looked and there was blood literally pouring down my leg. there was a trail of blood all the way from the pool to the door where we were at. there was a bathroom right inside the door, so i went in there and sat on the toliet. i felt something come out and it was about the size of a tennis ball, covered in blood. but it was very hard to see because the whole toliet was completely red. i went back out after trying to clean up a little bit, knowing i had to get to the ER...and was freaking out and crying thinking for sure that was the sac the baby was in that i passed. so fast forward a bit...my mom took me to the ER. they did everything that they did on me last time this happened...but this time i was really scared because of what i passed and the amount of blood i was losing so fast.

surpisingly, the baby was still there and completely okay. the nurses were even surprised. so they diagnosed me with having a threatened miscarriage just like last month. so im on bed rest again.

im exhausted, in pain, and still bleeding.

it seems that my baby is one heck of a fighter though.

i hope everyone is well and has a wonderful fathers day weekend =)

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Hi jenny, I hope you realize that this child is fighting for its life, and thanks to you being careful and taking care of yourself, it will make it. You hang in there, I am praying for the both of you. You are right this baby is a fighter!
debbie

ncnurse
take care of urself hun. get some much needed rest. ur in my thoughts and prayers!

erin0718
Jen,
Good to see that the baby is still with us.... He/She is definitely a fighter.

Now on to a serious note: have you addressed your xanax addiction yet? You seriously need a doctor's help with that--it can cause miscarriages, you know. These little warnings may be trying to tell you something. Don't take them lightly! Write me if ya need to talk!

RobertG36
Sorry you had to experience something like that once again, but it's great that all is well with your baby.

Make sure you get lots of rest... ((HUGS))

Prescious
Fight on honey, I know you can do it! *hugs*

Tweak
I'm so glad you and your baby are still okay. That's so great!

sarabara8692
this baby is a fighter..........don't worry everything is gonna be ok..........i wish u all the luck in the world

josie0309