Today was a FULL day! It was my youngest baby's B-day. He turned 3! WOW! Time really flies. I am sad because John couldn't be here to celebrate with us. I also went back to school today. That was actually enjoyable. My 3 year old, Peyton also started daycare today. I was worried for nothing. He loved it, didn't want to come home. I can't wait to go see John...whenever that may be. I miss him so much! I know we have to continue on with our lives when our loved ones are in prison, but I feel sort of guilty if I laugh, or go out to eat, or have a good time, etc. Is that normal? I feel bad that life just goes on! Sometimes I really feel that God is cruel to good people for NO good reason!
Happy Birthday to your baby! I am sad that your husband could not be there to. I am sure he misses you all as much as you all miss him, yo udo not need to feel guilty for raising your kids trying to go on with life as much as you can, that is what your husband would want, You are a very strong person and I am glad you got to go back to school, that will help you some with keeping everything off your mind. I think of you often and wish you and your family the best, Big Hugs, Amy36
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