SamanthaK's Journal

There should be a community for people with multiple illnesses. I have questions I would probably post if I could figure out which place to post them. After all the problems I have had, I feel like I should be feeling better than I am right now. Other people have had transplants and run marathons! I, on the other hand, have trouble even making it up and down the stairs to use the bathroom. I need a wheelchair on shopping trips. We got an exercise bike, but I can't do it. After about 2 minutes (or less) I can't go on. I truly feel like there is something wrong but I can't put my finger on it and neither can the doctors. I have been having  back pain for months now. Sometimes it's in the front on the right side and sometimes in the back. It can be so bad at times that I have a hard time standing. In May I was hospitalized when they thought I was having an appendicitis attack. For days, I was poked and prodded and I think about every test they offer was run on me. Again, the docs said..."well the kidney is working great and everything looks ok...". That's great, but HEYYYYYY ARE YOU LISTENING?? SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME!! Alas, they seem to disagree. I get so tired it's just not normal. I have NEVER  been wrong about my health. I have tried googling my symptons but no one else has been through all the things I have at the same time so I have no one to ask about it. I feel like I should be better. Why aren't I??? Please don't tell me it's all in my head or I think I might just burst. Yep, smoke would come out my ears and then my head would blow up. OK, I'm tired, think I'll go play some pogo then off to bed. This place is great for venting! lol