It was a good day until....
To day started out to be a wonderful day; I didn't have to work today so my 15-year-old and I were …
Being alone really sucks. I don't even think that I miss Andrew as much as I just miss having SOMEONE. It is really hard going from an item to just one. I saw pictures of him and his new girl on facebook. I hate that I am addicted to looking at facebook and checking emails and just being online. It makes it so easy to just.... look for information on what he is doing.
I need a shoulder to cry on. But I don't want to cry in front of anyone.... the only person I ever felt comfortable crying with was him. But he went and ruined everything that we ever had. I hope that she does something terrible to him.... but she loves him... or she thinks she does. I hate her. I hate life.
I am so angry. When is the hurt going to stop? Why can't someone new just pop into my life right now? I know things don't work like that. Oh well... I guess that's all for now. I am going to go and try and write this recommendation letter that is due tomorrow.
To day started out to be a wonderful day; I didn't have to work today so my 15-year-old and I were …
WARNING: This entry contains strong language. I've been really down lately. I went to visit my …
It has been such a long week and its only wednesday. Yecks!! These creepy man followed me all thru the tube the other …
I am with you! Being alone sucks. I have been alone for a year now and there are good days and bad days.Only time can heal us.
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