BreeBree37's Journal

Hey Guys,

Well a couple of nights ago I had a dream. I'm not a person to believe in weird things but I am a Christian and I do believe in Demons and Angels. In the dream I had it began that I had gone to a grocery store with my mother and grandmother. Well When I'm with my gandma I tend to feel more comfortable to binge. Back to my dream I was in the grocery store and I was shopping with my Mom and grandma, then my Mom got a phone call from my dad and had to leave and I was left at the grocery store with my grandma. I was abble to get whatever I wanted, so I did. I began to get anything and everything I wanted in the store. Then we rented a movie and went home. We were going to watch the movie in my grandmothers bedroom and we went in and I grabbed a box of chocolates to eat while I watched the movie. Well we went in and we turned off the light to watch the movie. Well Imediatly when we did that a I felt a demon Latch HER hands around me digging her hands into my shoulders. We became scared and turn the light on quick and then she let go of me. Well From that part of my dream I saw it as I was reaching out to God at first with the light on and then the demon of Eating Disorders latched onto me when I drifted from God and turn the light off. Then I turned back to him for a short period while the light was on. Well then after we turned the light on we turned it off agian and the demon grabbed onto me tighter this time and (I was still holding the chocolates) I dropped the box of chocolates and she began to pull me away from the light switch. I reached out for it and had my hand on it and I felt her slap my hand down. Then My mom came running in the door and wrapped her arms around me but the demon still had ahold of me. It began to get mad bc I was strong and gave up the chocolates (my chain in life) and was reaching out to God. Then it started to spin me and my mom in circles to make me feel out of control then I yelled out to God, "God make this leave me I give it to you I rebuke this in your name Jesus Christ!". I kept repeating those words and a great light entered the room and I felt the demons hands slowly losing ahold of me and was trying to regrasp ahold of me but failed to do so. I have seen what this demon looks like in a vison and the only way I can really explain her is she looks like the girl from the grudge but anorexic. I woke up and I felt the prescence of the demon in my room and I called out to God and agian said the words I said in my dream and I felt that presence leave my room. I feel asthough when I knocked at God's door in my dream He answered and broke the chains of the Demon that has had such a strong grip on me. When I woke in the morning I felt completely different than I have ever felt. I didnt have a single craving for food, i felt confadent for the first time in a while, I actually felt happy... It was a wonderful Feeling. I feel that God has aloud me to face this demon and conquer it because of the many people who are supporting ang praying for me and gave me the strength to return to God and defeat my enemy the Devil. I want to thank everyone who has been her for me and supporting me. Have a great day and God Bless.