pattongb's Journal

Feeling alright today still.   Im a bit nervous about my new job starting tomorrow.  I have 3 months to prove to them that I can handle the GM job.  Its going to be a lot of pressure.  But I have confidence in myself, I know im capable.   

The stbx and I are struggling today.  I was stupid and had a few too many on friday night and sent her some really mean txt messages.  It was really dumb.   I dont want to alienate her as I need her to work with me on money and custody issues for a while.   I apologized 3x but she is still mad. Im sure she will be for a while.    

I dont really miss her at all lately.  I just dont see her anymore when I look in her face or talk to her.  She is this totally different person.    Im also starting to really enjoy my personal freedom.

I have 3 girls talking to me right now.  Becky the original girl from 1st date, she seems to be a bit over the top for me so im trying to back off a bit.   Terri, who is super hot, but a bit of a wild child; and she likes me but has feelings for her ex still, so im being very carefull there.   And then there is Kathleen.  Kathleen is amazing.  Masters degree in Psychology, very funny and cute.  So sweet.   Im trying very hard not too like her too much.   We are going out on a date Friday.  Im a bit nervous that we will like each other too much right away.  We talk for hours and really like our conversations.   Im trying to stay smart.