Journal Entry for March 31, 2008
March 31, 2008 1:47pm
hay ya
i havent been on much latley i have been tryng to get on when i can sorry to all of you that need or wonna talk to me
i will try harder to get …
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About Me
i am a self harmer and i am seaking help i have been doing it for 5 years now and am readdy to stop i am just trying to make my self not go bk as i am upsetting my self more by doing it and other people not wont'in to no me coz of it i have had a it with people thinkin that i am mad and feed up wontin to die i wont to change my life and i will and in the last 11 mouth sinse i did wright the last bit i have changed my life for the better i am now so happy in love i have meet some one thati will love for the rest of my life and he makes me the most happyise person in the world and all so i havent self harmed for 10 and a helf mouths now so i am doing well and i dont do drugs or drink as much i did when i was self harming and some off it is from all the help all of you have given to me thank you all so much with all my love to all of you that has helped me love you all all ways emma xxx
Interests
i love to wright, and do art i live in foster caer and evon thow i love my really mum i love where i live now its a mad house with mum and dad 2 littel sis and 1 littel bro and my dog i love them all and i hate my life
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Journal Entry for January 24, 2008
January 24, 2008 7:57pm
well i had my scan to day
and im haveing..........
A BABY BOY
o my god i cant wate its the best for me and kris, kris wanted a boy so he can do the …
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Journal Entry for January 1, 2008
January 1, 2008 7:10pm
well im doing ok got throw christmas and new year!
now i am getting bigger big the week
in the last 3 weeks i have got a lot bigger i cant …
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Journal Entry for December 17, 2007
December 17, 2007 5:29pm
its so hard i got back with kris the father to my baby for a bit but we both know that it ent going to work.its so hard coz we both love each other …
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Journal Entry for November 25, 2007
November 25, 2007 4:28pm
if i died to night would you care?
if i slit my arms open what would you do?
if i just didnt care with what was going on what would we do
if i didnt …
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Close Depression - Teen
i was gang raped when i was 12 and now i and in a relashonship where he dose not understand i dint go to the police with it and my bf is so anger that it happend to me and can not cope with it but he is pushing me away i wish i didnt tell him as all we do now is row i need help be for i loss the one i love and the one that is keeping me hear to day plz help me i dont no what to do
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- i cry a lot from what has happend to me and what is happening to me some time i all ways want to cry but cant or dont want to as some one is all ways there with me i make sure of it but makes it a littel better when i do
- Writing Working / Worked
- i write a lot a lot about things that has happened to me or just how im feeling or some time just coz i need some one to tlk to but not to joge me so i write it down
Close Rape
i was raped when i was 12 and havent still got over it my bf at the mo he dont understand i love him so much and i cant get him to understand i havent self harmed in 2 mouths now and i am sceard that my bf will force me bk in to it he dont treat me right he says it wasmy folt and i should of not let him (but he dont understand)
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
i was raped when i was 12 and now 16 and still can not for grt about it but i have told some of the people that i know but one person that i need to tell and still jet havent is my mum me and my mum dont talk and i just wont to tell her so she can understand me a bit more and understand why i wont to die can u help
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
Open Dyslexia
i have had dyslexia for years and all in school no one new that i had it i did but know one als wonted to know so i had to go throw school not being able to do my work not untill year 11 when it was to late did they cach on with it
Open Breast Cancer
Stage: 0 (Tis)my mum has cancer well we dont know if she has now she had to go in to hop and get the lump removed from her neck but she is doing ok for the mean time
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Bulimiai dont no what is wrong with me at the moment i do hope that i dont have an eating problem but some people think so it is all so new to me i have been feeling a bit down about my wight and now that im not really eatting im feeling a littel better i dont know if thats right or not but thats how i feel
Open Healthy Relationships
i have a grate thing with my bf chris he is the only thing in my life that has made me happy and so in love that i would do any thing for him to be with him and to care for him i would be so lost with out him he is my life we both could not live with out each other so happy i found him when i did
Open Pregnancy
im 7 weeks and im still with the blok wich is now my fianca at the mo im hatein it coz im bing sick a lot and feel like shit most of the time but im sooooooooooooo verry happy im happy for the first time in my life
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