Missnmyfiance08's Journal

I can't believe the last journal I wrote was Feb 23rd! Thats crazy! But boy oh boy have things been CRAZY...i've gone through hell and back because of PTSD...this resulted in mutiple trips to the ER...multiple insodents of brandon drinking....he's been demoted and had 45 days restricted to base. He's been on home restriction. He's had pay cuts....the fights have been horrible! and i've had to start seeing a therapist and started taking depression meds. if I had the time and energy i'd explain everything in more detail... but all you need to know now is that everything is back to normal. Brandon has been sober for over a month. he's doing great and seems to be a lot happier.

Well the reason I got on here is because in a few months brandon will be deploying once again and I knew I would need help again. I'm going to be moving back home to live with my parents. I wasn't going to but plans fell through with some one I was going to move in with and seeing as how I have no friends in Jacksonville, I might as well go home and be with people who can support me and keep me happy and healthy. Plus this will give me time to save some money and finish my associate degree :)

well its REALLY late... i think i'm going to try to sleep. I'm on Zoloft and if I forget to take it in the morning I have the hardest time trying to sleep. well good night and i'll try to get on here more often.