Journal Entry for January 8, 2007
January 8, 2007 9:27am
i brought amanda down to live with me and the one guy i did not want her to hooked up with she did the dude drinks to much and does drugs. i tried to …
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About Me
I work in the medical field. I am a single parent of three boys. My oldest was murdered nov.28,2004, i write as a hobby. one day like to publish something.
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Journal Entry for January 6, 2007
January 6, 2007 11:30pm
it has been a long weekend. i work this weekend. i hope everyone is doing ok. i just want to wish everyone a good night. hug ur loveones tight and …
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Journal Entry for January 4, 2007
January 4, 2007 6:49pm
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd …
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Journal Entry for January 4, 2007
January 4, 2007 3:49pm
i am doing good. sorry i have not written lately. been busy. i have two more people living with me. amanda, she would have been my daughter in law if …
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Journal Entry for January 1, 2007
January 1, 2007 12:46am
i want to wish all my friends a happy new year, and wish everyone the best for this new year.
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Hello I just read your profile, I loss my son 16 yrs ago he was Murder he was my only child he just turn 20 I am sorry for the loss of your son. your in my prayers hugs...Caroline
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Hi, debdarf. Read your profile today. When we are hurting it feels like we are the only one. But then you always find someone who is hurting more. You are in my prayers.
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Just wanted you to know... I changed my screen name from GrievingMom to Travis'mom. Hope everything is fine with you. Have a good Mother's day
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WHATS UP GIRL MISS YOU HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildNov. 28,2004 a man broke into my home.I was beat up so was my youngest son. my middle son went and got a knife out of the kitchen. he stabbed the man in the leg. I yelled at him to get away with knife we had him. my son set the knife down. the man ended up getting the knife and stabbing my oldest son in the heart. he died shortly after
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- i still do cry. the grief comes in spurts. i tried not to let it control me. I cry as needed.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- prayer is always helpful. there is only one place we can find peace.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I checked myself into a hospital after Thomas died. I know I need more help some of the time. not sure where to look.
- Writing Working / Worked
- it helps me get it out. some times there is no one to talk to. when you put it down on paper it can become real and you can somewhat understand it.
Close Bipolar Disorder
i have a 17 son that is been tormented by this disorder or something like for years. i have tried to get help for him. never have been rich or good insurance so the help was very limited. he is now in the junvinille system. it is a shame when your child has to be locked up to get the help he needs.
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- it worked for a while
- Depakote Not Working
- it mad him angery
- Equetro Considering
- Lithium Somewhat Helpful
- it worked some with abilify, or zepexa
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- he is on it now with lexapro, they seemed to be a good combination
- Seroquel Not Working
- made him aggersive
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
i guess you could say i suffered ptsd most of my life. it started at the age 4 when something bad happened to me, the worst part of that i was left in a big dark building, my first marriage was to a abusive man,he was also a drug addict. i suffered alot of mental and some physical abuse. i did not relize that it was abuse until i ended up in a women shelter. the trouble with the mental abuse i have had been recieving it from my mother since i was a child so i thought it was normal. the most tramic was my son's death and the attack on the family.
Treatments
- Remeron Not Working
- just did not work with me
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- every important is a support group
- Zoloft Not Working
- did not like this med at all
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