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She had seven glasses!!!!!!!!!! SEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't handle this. she siad she only had two but I …
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The depression has consumed my thoughts again. I hate being alone. I have the kids but it is not the same. It has been so long since I have felt the love of someones arms around me. The tears are flowing again and on to the fears of being alone forever. Seven years and counting without love. My ex and his girlfriend are getting a place together. He's moved on why am I still slone. I signed up for dating services and nothing. What is wrong with me? no one even looks. It just proves the fact that my ex was right. I'm not enough. and since my picture is what they see first it must be my face. That I'm stuck with. I'm so tired I can't sleep and I just want it all to end. The kids would be better off without me.
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NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU. what you need to do is focus on you. Focus and on what you can do do make you feel good about you. When I get mad, I run, and in turn, there is a benefit, stress relief, and dont eat as much junk and I have shed the pounds I needed. Get an attainable goal to work towards, and meet it, such as walking a certain time, or google a single parents meetup online..baby steps towards this recovery, just baby steps is all we need. Our kids took them now we have to take them. Hang in there.
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I have been where you are today. The verbal abuse is one of the most horrible things a person can go through from a person who is suppose to love them. For every negative word you have heard you must hear 100 postive words everyday. My heart hurts for you. You are a very beautiful person if you were not then your ex would not have told you the opposite for so many years. I would suggest counseling to help you see the beauty that is on the inside as well as the oustside. I was afraid of dating again because I kept picking the wrong man. Finally I asked God for two signs if He wanted me to marry again. I dated several guys they each just knew they wanted to marry me, but they didn't show the two signs I had asked for. Finally my man from God showed up and showed me both signs on our first date alone (we both had children) WE have been married happily for 19 1/2 years. God does care who you marry. My husband tells me everyday how beautiful I am and how special I am. That was what I needed to hear after being married to a verbal abuser. I will keep you in my prayers. Just ask God to be your husband and the daddy to your children. You will be so surprised at how He will take care of you. God only wants you to have the best. Hugs & Blessings Angelunaware
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