Haven't been here in awhile...
May 15, 2008 10:05am
I have just spent two days in the house. I am pretty upset about some things in my life. But, I am still here, and kicking. Things just …
HHenderson777’s Profile
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HHenderson777
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About Me
I am an only child to a mother who was obese. She died 10 years ago. I wish I knew then what I knew now. I am here as a compassionate ear for those who just want to chat or need a friend and pen pal.
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Recent Activity
July 2
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HHenderson777 gave JaneD a Hug 8:35am
Hi Jane, I think about you often. I am doing ok and have a new job as a Dog Walker. I love it and I am…
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HHenderson777 changed their mood to OK 8:34am
March 7
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HHenderson777 turned 35 12:00am
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I feel great!!!!!
March 28, 2008 9:28am
I'm not sure what happened. I think I just put myself on a schedule. I am taking a new medication that I finally got used to.I am doing …
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Journal Entry for November 15, 2007
November 15, 2007 11:27am
I am back to my regular doses of medication. I am seeing another NEW psych doctor at the city clinic tomorrow. I feel better today. I do get …
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Journal Entry for November 9, 2007
November 9, 2007 11:28am
my boyfriend thinks that I am going through withdrawl from cutting my klonopin pill in half 4 weeks ago. I just think I'm going crazy.
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Journal Entry for November 7, 2007
November 7, 2007 10:30am
I'm back being miserable again. Please make me normal. Waking up with anxiety 3 days in a row now, and puking in the mornings. My …
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Hello there!! It's good to hear from you after such a long time - I like the sound of your job (I really like dogs) Are you still singing in the band? Hey - filll me in. I'm OK - just fell over & damaged my spine: got cramps in 1 foot ,& forgot I can't stand on 1 leg - whamp! Muscles in rigor, due to spine hurt. Was driving for 1 day without Car Registration & Ins. Wow! Was stuck home for a week - not funny. I'm using that old walking stick all the time now. Take care, JaneD.
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i developed agoraphobia in 93 and have the most grotty symptoms i also have chronic anxiety and as ive said to all my DS mates with these bloody horrid conditions "may a flock of birds crap on you from a great hieght the minute you say "pull yourself toghether" hehe it is an Illness but some cretins ...if they cant see a wound think youre ok! im from London incase you thaught what is she trying to say??hahayou can speak to me anytime SaraXXX
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Greetings HHenderson, Long time no hear! Are you OK? Beginning to wonder what's happened to you? Warm regards, JaneD.
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wishing you a lovely day
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Hi there HH, Good to hear from you-thought I'd lost you somewhere-have been absent for about 2 weeks getting this up & running again, & before that 2 months offline -bad! Had teeth out-antibiotics: adverse drug reaction: followed by hideous eye infection-more antibiot. & then allergic reaction - ALL during the week before & during Christmas.! Walking blind for 2 days-living alone isn't good. Off to Western Aust. for hols mid.April - younger d's paying my fare - into the semi-desert & warmth. How's the hair doing? I woud have cut mine off for New year, but couldn't see to do it! Fond regards janeD.
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Close Anxiety
I've been sick on and off for a year and have been studying up on the topic of depression in a desperate need fix myself. It is a slow uphill climb, but you can't give up. Wow. I have developed agoraphobia and am constantly nervous and shaky. My boyfriend snuck up behind me and gave me a kiss and I almost jumped out of my skin. I am not all the way back, but I am working on it every day by setting tiny goals, even if that just means going for a walk around the block. I want to live.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- If I could make myself do this every day, It might help.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- I take at night and I feel like I really need a nap around 3pm every day. So I cut the pill in half. Trying to get past the sleepy time in the day.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- I have been on this stuff so long that if I miss it for more than one dose, I am in trouble.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- eh....well you know how that goes.
Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
Every day I say I am not going to smoke, and then I do. I smoke even though I know it is what is causing my heartburn. I want to hve control of my smoking and stop keeping it around.
Open Hodgkin's Lymphoma
Type: Lymphocytic PredominanceI had cancer. It sucks and I don't wish it on anyone, but I made it and you can too.
Open Lactose Intolerance
Ugh. Lactose intolorant, soy intolorant. Now with food fears. I have struggled with finding food to eat for most of my life. It adds to my anxiety. I used to break down in restaurants and small grocery stores.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Anything with soy, or dairy is OUT! Terrible bloating and gas.
- Lactaid Not Working
- Just doesn't work for me.
- Lactose-Free Diet Working / Worked
- Rice dream ice cream sucks. The vanilla rice milk, however is great for cereal.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy mom died over ten years ago, and I still cry often. I just miss her.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open GERD & Heartburn
I have had heartburn and burping days on and off for about a year and a half now. I stopped using pills, and started trying to control it with food, water and exercise. I have good days and bad days still.
Treatments
- Aciphex Somewhat Helpful
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Prevacid Somewhat Helpful
- Prilosec Somewhat Helpful
Open Food Allergies
Type of allergy: Other FoodsI have had stomach pains ever since I can remember. I can't have soy or dairy and have to read every lable or else I may spend the rest of the day in pain.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
