secondtimemommy's Journal

My sister is gonna be able to have her baby! She just needed to find an egg dodnor and then off to the baby maker they go!!!YAYYY!

I love you all soo much, there is alot I cant explain (Thanks Jill for being there) but I think with the way I have been feeling and then some new events maybe I should talk to my dr about depression!

It seems sometimes Im fakeing my happiness but others its real Im just not sure what this feeling is! I smile for my kids but alot of the time I keep it in but Im just wondering inside whats wrong with me! Someday I will figure this all out but for now I dont know what to do!

Jill I love you sooo much for being there for me when i needed you it only took you like half a second to be there! I will cal you tomorrow when i am along because I dont want to talk infront of anybody so when my house is cleared out any my kids are napping I will call u!