Journal Entry for May 30, 2008
yeah my sister just read my report card and saw that im failing four of my classes i dont know why she read it in the first place it wasnt hers so …
i like sketching black and white pictures , writing stuff like my thoughts and poems im not an interesting person im very shy i barely talk to anyone and when i do i tend to get angry and shut whoever it is out very private person i dont let my family know anyting about me really
hard rock alternative metal i got to see papa roach in concert i have pics of jacoby i loved that concert.music black and white pics.writing storys poems.i also like reading, history and watching music videos
celine gave 8Ann8 a Hug 4:58am
i had some feeling that person was you.whos that person on the left?…
celine gave Resjiah a Hug 4:57am
that must suck i havent really slept good in over a year even staying up for just one day makes me tired.…
celine gave 8Ann8 a Hug 4:57am
i havent been on in a while and i just always leave my mood horrible cuz im never really in a good mood…
celine gave Resjiah a Hug 4:54am
sorry i couldnt get back my computer stopped working.today im feeling kinda blank i guess dont know how…
celine turned 17 12:00am
yeah my sister just read my report card and saw that im failing four of my classes i dont know why she read it in the first place it wasnt hers so …
i havent written anything in a while so i thought i would write something now.recently i have gotten somewhat close to some people than just as …
today when i was going to stores with my dad we were crossing a bridge and i looked out at all the houses across the water and pictured the people …
i feel actually kind of good today but not for reasons some might think.in the last 24 hours i have cut myself over thirty times this time was …
today i turn seventeen seems weird i grow older in age but i dont feel different at all,oh well.
Yeah it sucks but I got like 12 hours of sleep today cause I was getting sick so everybody gave me peace and quiet and they let me rest.
one of my best friends
aw we all get that feeling sometimes. I feel a lil whoozy havent slept in like 2 days.
the one on the right
whats going on ur profile says your doing horrible?
i startd cutting about ten months ago because somestuff came up from my past and that was the only way and it still is the only way i know how to deal with it
dont like to talk about it cua when i actually did it just fucked things up.
when i start to think about things in my past that bother me alot like being sexually abused i get anxiety attacks
i started smoking when i was thirteen i get ciggarettes by taking them from my dad when he isnt looking ive tried quiting but cant
ive been shy since iwas nine years old things that have happend to me caused me to shut myself off from everyone even my family
ive been depressed since i was twelve i kept things inside i still do and those things started getting to me i cant open up to my family cuz they wont understand
my family isnt very supportive right now just because ive made some mistakes and they wont let it go.when im 18 dont know what ill do but im not staying here anymore
i have a fear of getting my hair cut been 2 years im scared of public speaking,sharp objects,some people,the dark and i het scary movies they keep me up all night sometime days and weeks oh and i dont like planes and i really scared of dolls they just freak me out i think i have anthropophobia ive been developing a fear a people over the months sounds stupid doesnt it