Well yesterday was really a good day, felt like i had energy, so wot did i do have a BBQ and some wine... SUCH A NO NO!
Today im payin for it, i walk around my house not doin much of anythin other then thinkin about how rough im feelin.
i feel as if i have lost myself at the min and dont no how to get myself bak.
I get really low and feel very desprate when mt tummy is playin up.
How do i get myself back to bein me??
why aint i happy in my own skin and will i ever be?
and why the hell cant i relax wen im around people even family?
am i weird or am i just loosin the plot?
i feelin a is im going stale and life is passin me by and im lettin it.
JUST WANNA FEEL SAFE, HAPPY AND CONTENT but how do i get to that.......