Journal Entry for October 18, 2007
i feel horrible ...i know i have been on here in awhile....you know when u think someones your friend...and then they tell you what they really think …
is feeling Horrible
Im 27 years old. My name is Harmony. Im an aspiring singer. It is my passion in life. I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, Panic Disorder, and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. So needless to say Im overwhelmed and trying to become a better person and also start over in figuring out who i am
i feel horrible ...i know i have been on here in awhile....you know when u think someones your friend...and then they tell you what they really think …
my granpa might me dying...im soooooo sad right now i cant even put it into words!
You know what is hard about bipolar is that you can feel completely fine and then out of nowhere its like a wind blows through your brain...Right now …
i have an appointment tommorow with my psych and nurse prac. I think there gonna be upset because they wanted me to do some tests on my thyroid and …
So i just got thru crying my eyes out... my mom was like hunny are you having an attack?! I dunno i just could not stop crying. Told my mom Im tired …
~ a BIG hug!
*The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears.
Yw, I am glad that I can brighten somebody's day.:) Love u, k.k.
*I have been through the valley of weeping, The valley of sorrow and pain; But the God of all comfort was with me, At hand to uphold and sustain. --Anon
*Hearing is one of the body's five senses. But listening is an art. -Frank Tyger
OMG....My story is too long to tell...but here goes i will try to give you the short version. When i was 4 years old i was "abused" by a family member. My biological father who i didnt know got custody of me from ages 14-16 and severly abused me physically and emotional.Something out of a horror film. I've never recovered from those 2 years and have often been told to just get over it!!! These past 2 years have been the worst of my life. I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar, Panic, & PTSD!!!!!