So Far So Good
It has been weeks since I wrote in here. Thats a long time. Alot has happened. There was one weekend of torture which led me to finally seek an …
is feeling Good
I am going through the divorce process.I've been married for 24yrs to a man that has spent all of them proving to me how insignificant I really am to him. There has been other women and I feel kind of stupid for staying in this so called relationship for so long. I thought I could survive anything and didn't realize I am surviving.I really NEED STRENGTH TO STAND!!! I have 4 children the youngest is 14 going on 25. They are old enough now that they can hopefully survive the BS that their dad will through there way. Cross my fingers. But I can't sacrifice myself anymore. I need to move on and find the rewards in life that everyone deserves in life.
I enjoy doing things outdoors. I like looking a the stars at night. Enjoying the laughter with my good friends. I find I enjoy all kinds of music.(except the classical music of the 60's)My mom used to make us listen to it I probably view it like most people view liver and spinach.
It has been weeks since I wrote in here. Thats a long time. Alot has happened. There was one weekend of torture which led me to finally seek an …
Well Today has been a better day. I went to an appointment and talked with a future employer. I was excited to hear how well people do in this …
OH I am sooo Freakin piseed. I happen to over hear my STBX talking ot my son. He was informing him that "all you kids will be living with me …
Well things have been going ok considering everything. I didn't mention in my last entry that I was layed off from my job. Talk about bad timing. …
I can't believe how long it has been since I have been in this site. I suppose at this juncture in life it would be a good thing to get …
I'm 39,I have 4 beautiful kids all teenagers. My husband has had several affairs.I'm trying to gain strength so I can do what needs to be done.Fear of rage keeps me here.Theres no fighting or hitting.Theres just nothing.Married for 23yrs.I am now finding to have been wasted time.I should probably change my name to spinning wheels cause thats what it seems like I am doing.Is sacrificing your life so your kids have some sort of home life admirable?I hate to fight and argue.HELP ME FIND SANITY!!!!!