Journal Entry for April 29, 2007
Today was so so wonderful. I awoke at 7:00 am did 2 loads of laundry before,I went to church . I went to a dear friend and pastor funeral services …
Today was so so wonderful. I awoke at 7:00 am did 2 loads of laundry before,I went to church . I went to a dear friend and pastor funeral services …
4-18-07 Today is my son Mike's birthday,he is 43 yrs. old. I have 3 sons and Mike was the one who gave me my kidney on 11-01-05. We …
Well here goes ..I found out on 12-31.05 I had Glomerylonephitis both kidney s were dying....HAPPY NEW YEAR.1-1-06 a central line was put in my neck and 11 months of dialysis started. In March I started the process for transplant. My 41 yr old son Mike was match. Before it could be done gall bladder came out. Had ployps in colon,found out after 3 of those lovely tests. On 11-01-06 Mike's left kidney became my right kidney.I have my life back.
Have had bouts of depression on and off for long time . I have suffered my lost of family in my life . My father was killed in WWII , I was 3months old 1945. My mother passed when I was 22 yrs old.I had stillborn child in 1975. My husband Ed was killed in auto crash 1981 , he was 38 and I was 36. Our 3 sons were 19,17 & 13 at the time. Only by God's grace and love did we move forward ...It took long time to move at all. I should have gotten counseling then. So much for hindsight.
I purchased a card from Hallmark once it really spoke to me... There is a time for tears when your heart is too full of sorrow, they begin to flow as naturally as rain from heaven.There is beauty in tears ,a rightness about them. They should be shed proudly, for they how much you have lived and loved and lost. Tears honor our loved ones. There is a sacredness about them.Each one is a prayer that only God can hear. The soul could have no rainbows if our eyes could have no tears... God bless You