Journal Entry for February 4, 2007
i'm doing good my brother is moveing home soon !!! other than that still confussed as always!!!!
i'm in high school and dealing with alot when ever my mother is mad at something she takes it out on me always telling me that i'm old enofh that i can just get out of her house and live some where else if i don't like it her and the worst part is i haven't told her the way i feel but she knows shes an LPN and she makes fun of the way i feel how half the time i just don't want to get out of bed or leave the basement where my room and liveing room is and most the time i feel like i'm worth notting and whaen i actually don't feel that way she some how makes me feel that way and to top it off i think i'm into girls !!!
i'm doing good my brother is moveing home soon !!! other than that still confussed as always!!!!
i'm doing really good my brother just viseted and i always feel alot better when i talk to him and i let on that i think i like girls and all he did …
well just found out that what is sapouse to be one of my good friends is talkin behind my back about me callin me a slut and shit !!! bot other then …
well today i'm doing very well i'm going to look at colleges with my school and i get to hang out with my homegirl sam all day so thats a plus ... …
well today was a good day but i think thats because i just stayed away from everyone in the house and talked to people on line all day!!!
i know i'm depresed but haven't told any one half the time i don't want to get out of bed and go to school and i don't or even go up stairs i just hide out down stairs in my room and hope to disaper
well not much to tell except i think i'm gay but afraid to approch a female or even how to act i'm just scared and confussed at this point