Journal Entry for May 22, 2007
great im back had major breakdown couldnt even be awake but because of feeling for the time that people care im back been suicidal until today …
great im back had major breakdown couldnt even be awake but because of feeling for the time that people care im back been suicidal until today …
wings and light she needed not she was the path and introduction my redemption and salvation my angel who sat in my lap my bug my butterfly my …
me been fucked up all week everything im trying to do to recover hit me all at once and overwhelmed me been in bed unable to rouse for a week and …
me talking to a real person i feel like pinnochio an old workmate has stopped by
wish i had something interesting to say my nerves are fryed and when im anxious i just want to talk but i tend also to find i have forgotten how …
Hi I haven't been online in a long time and thought I would just say Hi. Hope life is treating you well.
hey sweetie! :) good morning to you...i posted a special christmas poem for all of you in my journal :D love you!
big hug, also nz
hi wanted to say hi just joined and am in chch hope you are feeling better today
Hey, I am in New Zealand too, just thought I would say hi, and hope you are having a good day. :)
am scared of everything, had a very abusive alcoholic dad and grew up knowing i was unwanted. At age eight i attempted suicide and became anorexic, attempting suicide again at eighteen, nearly suceeded having my heart stop three times and ending up on life support for three days. The fear of life continues so now 22 yrs after first trying to kill myself i cant do some of even the most basic things, have no friends, and cant leave my house most days