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Journal Entry for May 22, 2007 Mood
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I knew not to type it out loud..I thought this flare was leaving me..NO SIREEEEEEEEEE...I woke up with my whole breastplate hurting, from my neck to the girls. Feels like Holly's 800 lb. woman left her and found her way to me.. But she doesn't need to dance on my chest, does she? Here is the scary part...I have only had pain from my fingertips and toes to my shoulders and hips...Is this a fibro spot that is hurting?

Now, I am more afraid than ever to get off the meds...maybe just the cymbalta? The lyrica is the one that takes the edge off most consistently...believe me, it still hurts, but to a point where I don't want to jump off the cliff.
This is really hurting...

Well, anyway...let's keep my mind off this, and follow me to the world of the drugged...
Hmmm..not a lot going on in this land..should I go read my book(third time i've read it, cuz I hurt to badly to go to the library), or take a nap (the two are usually connected)....hmm...see, I am now thinkin of that lottery...I think someone who would do the world good (ME) should win it...A lot of you are familiar with my plan, but for those who aren't....
Private FibroJet available to all my DS friends at the whopping fee of being my bud. But the jet only has one final destination.....I did the research folks, and the best climate for us is......Aruba! So, I already have the plans (in my drugged little head), Club Meds.....Vicodin to Mai Tai's available 24/7...Healthy, yummy foods, yes, Gluten-Free for those who need it, available 24/7.....
I have even interviewed the poolboys...Brad, George, Paul Newman in his Hud days for June, Sean Connery will be our massage therapist....aahhhhh, talk to me Sean...talk to me......ahhhhh.....Now, I know some Men who have fibro, so Angelina and Pam will be there too (But well hidden from us, girls, I know I don't want to be looking at them while I stuff myself into my miracle tummy one piece)....

Outdoor bedrooms with wispy netting blowing in the gentle breeze....Hot tubs, saunas, hammocks in the sun or shade...ahhhhh
See what a few extra vicodin can do to the imagination....
Well, come with me, ladies, to the land of the drugged...any suggestions to make Club Meds heaven on earth are welcome....come with me...........
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  1. Ouch1972

    I'll take one or two of what you're having!


    Ouch1972

  2. San77

    I have pain in my chest area alot too. It's certainly very scarey. I cannot even stand to be touched there, not even by myself (ok that sounded wierd :P ) Seriously though. hang in there, k? hugss San


    San77

  3. junebug

    Hey...forget Angelina and Pam...just give the guys some extra Vicodin and some "blow-up dolls"...we don't need the competition LOL Everything else sounds lovely to me...I can be ready by the time the jet arrives to pick me up. I do need to take the pups...we can arrange some dandy pup-sitters while we are having our massages... better yet, we need some pup-massage therapists as well, my two love massages. Let's see...everything to eat is all natural, low cal, but out of the world as far as flavor..maybe some Pina-Coladas for me...non alcoholic of course....and as far as today goes, just take a nap. Forget reading, it strains the eyes and can make you feel worse. How about something nice to listen to while you have your eyes are closed? Do you have a nice outdoor spot to lay...it's beautiful outside here. Hope you feel much better...pains just sucks period.


    junebug

  4. fatmama

    I'm ready, I get first dibs on the massage. LOL That would be so nice, whewwwww. Hope you get to feeling better. I get pains in my chest but it is from the swelling of the tissues in the little joints. There is a name for it but I can't never remember it. Luv Ya Toby


    fatmama

  5. KPTOO

    I Love this game!!! Reminds me of the 70's! :O)


    KPTOO

  6. scarlett

    Im sorry that you are in so much pain...
    But I will go with you for the messages and all that aruba stuff :)
    Hang in there darlin
    Many Prayers coming at you!


    scarlett

  7. doneitall

    You are soooooooo wonderful!! Ha, ha,
    Count my big butt in to Aruba!!! I LOVE Sean Connery & yes!!!!!!! Paul Newman in his old days!!! I'm w/you on alllllll that!!!! This is so neat!
    I wouldn't mind 'ol Jimmy Stewart if he was alive....his movies always make me laugh! Isn't the vicodin the best for the pain??? Shhheeeeee-it!!!! YES! And I feel like I am there already w/the breeze & laying on a hammock and the white netting flowing...Hmmmm Yummy. I say heck we can darn well LIVE a dream! WOO-HOO!!!!! You made my day so much better. I pray you will recieve some much needed relief!!! Take it easy and thank you so much for the up lifting, coolest ever, dreamy thinking message of the day!! ahhhhhhhhh, Now I could pass out!!
    Hugs & more
    Luv,
    KZ
    I didn't look, but do you also take Tramadol??? It helps me at work.


    doneitall

  8. JudyL

    woops read the last before this
    still so much pain...........UCK!


    JudyL

  9. kitty2

    Yea, I've been doing that typing out loud stuff myself..."Oh, I feel better, I think the med is working! No, wait, I feel like crap. Yes, I'm definitely going to die. Nooo, waaiit...think it's better. Yeah, no, yeah,no,no, NO-O-O-O!!! Damnit, somebody pass the painkillers...."
    And the neck and chest pains, yes, I get them bad and they are a FM/MPS thing.
    Now, if you will kindly point me in the direction of that massage table, I have some chocolate chipotle brownies I want to share with Sean...and Brad...


    kitty2

  10. Diana1

    What am I doing wrong? My Vicodin does not give me the same dreams. What's the secret. I usually start with11/2 750.mg
    Any hoo Did anybody watch that movie on t.v. last last with Tom Selleck?
    Can we take him with us? Can we? Please ! I'm a good begger. He is still something.wow Woke things up in me, too bad I mine as well been by myself. Hon,I am so ready to go. I can be ready in 3 min. or less. Grab drugs & tooth brush oops my 2 putty cats Thats it.
    Be good to you & do something that makes you happy.
    luv ya Diana


    Diana1

  11. fibrohunter

    Yes Diana, Tom Selleck has signed on as Pharmacist...woohoo...


    fibrohunter

  12. mjh

    Well i like a lot of the other girls comments about Angelina and Pam, that's for sure we don't need any competion especially when we already probably feel bad about ourselves. The idea to give the guys some extra Vicodin or heck most of them love beer enough of either we probably would like one of them at least. Your idea sounds wonderful. I have a lot of chest pain also it plain sucks anxiety defineatly doesn't help but if the pain is more in your sternum it maybe costrochodritis that's what my rheumy said. Hope you feel better soon or at least keep dreaming about things on your island. I think i'll take a massage from Patrick Swasey in his dirty dancing days, not sure what he's like now.


    mjh

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