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Journal Entry for May 13, 2008 Mood

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Today is tuesday....

I went to the doctor yesterday and waited a half hour to get my injection. I ended up having to leave because I had another doctor appt. (My docs are 40 miles away so I try to do multiple appts on the same day) I don't mind waiting for the doctor, I have waited up to three hours to see her, and I don't complain, but a half hour to get an injection. Irritated me to no end.......

So, I called the doc to see if she could prescribe me the pill form. I am going to try it. My stomach is doing ok, so I am going to try so I don't have to drive to wait. Hopefully, my stomach will do ok.

The kids are doing really good. My daughter's softball team is doing really well. My boys' teams are doing good too, but they don't keep score!! The parents and kids do, but the league doesn't because of their age. They have so many projects due over the next week. I can't believe the school is cramming so much crap to get done before the end of the year..

On another note, I have this thing that keeps bothering me. I had a best friend from the age of 4 until we were 21. We had a really bad falling out, and ever since then, I feel like I have ever trusted someone to be that close again. She REALLY betrayed me. I would have given my life for her, we were that close. I could never trust or open up to anyone since then. I miss not being able to share my thoughts or secrets that I have, I mean openly without being judged or having it blabbed all over. She never judged me, always kept her word, and I miss that. It is making me crazy. She knew my whole family and understood everything about me. O well.

Hope everyone has a good day, I am going to work on my patience. Have a good day!

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Is the injection that you were waiting for the methotrexate? I hope the the pill form agrees with you so you won't have to drive out to your doctor's office for the shot. That way you could save on some gas also (I can only imagine how gas is out there in CA, here in VA reg is running at $3.59/gallon).
I understand how you feel about the friend thing. I've been there, and like you, have trust issues when it comes to friendships. It was nice to have a friend with whom I could confide in and not worry about it coming out in the open or being judged. I think the expereiences that we face just makes us more wary about people and their character. It's not that we're suspicious, we're just being cautious. No one ever wants to get hurt, and that's what we're all entitled to.

CaSoul83
Some day maybe you could pick up the phone & call her.........or she will call you..........one day your paths will cross again........maybe she misses your friendship too........she might have gotten busy with life but I am sure that you cross her mind often too.........they say that when we are thinking of someone that we care about then they are thinking of us too

BrandonGirl