Journal Entry for December 14, 2007
i'm back finally. yeah i was in jail and then rehab and now i'm back and sober for 3 months. i get weekly drug test so its helping me stay …
is feeling Good
I have tryed meth, crack, cocain, mushrooms, estacy, and weed. I was raped when I just turned 16 by a 26 year old. I starved myself when i was on meth because i was homeless and vegetarian and it was to hard to get food so i gave up. i was homeless and sleeping outside for 7 months, also part of a winter. I live in canada, it gets cold here. I lost so much weight i went from 120lbs to 72lbs. when i was young I was obsessed with self injury. I had a friend help me through that and haven't done that for almost a year. I had a miscarrage at 2 months a few months ago. I lost my best friend/street sister to murder. Its been extremly hard on me. I grew up in an abusive enviornment, raised by my mother. I have 4 siblings, 3 older, 1 younger. I'm not an average youth I guess. I'm also down to earth. A hippy at heart. I'll talk to anyone. i make friends easily cause i care about people that i barely know..im sensitive and careing i guess...i'm also stubborn :-D
I love people, extremly social. I love writing poetry and reading it. my email is yellowrose190@hotmail.com I love traveling/Hitchhiking. I love getting into trouble. I love sleeping outside no matter how cold it is. And I love climbing trees for some weird reason.
i'm back finally. yeah i was in jail and then rehab and now i'm back and sober for 3 months. i get weekly drug test so its helping me stay …
i'm doing a bit better...i guess...
I'm so sick of my messed up life...well anyhow...one day maybe it will change..
I'm addicted to love,Addicted to pain.I'm addicted to drugs,And addicted to fame.I'm lost in addictions,Lost in myself,Lost in this …
Last night was horrible. i didn't get to sleep till 1:00am. I'm so stressed. Most of my friends are pissed at me cause they don't want me …
Hey hope you are still holding it together I know myself how hard it can be to stop the hard drugs. If you ever need help we are all here for you!
just wanted to wish you happy holidays
here's a big hug from me to you... I'm happy to hear tht your off the drugs...
You're very welcome hun. Have a great weekend, okay?! Also, Merry Christmas and a very prosperous New Year!!! God bless you Sweetie! Lots of Love & Hugs, Michelle xx =)
Love your pics. I just commented on almost all of them. You sure have a good eye for photography. I love it too. Your a natural and surely gifted. I would expound on that talent and gift. BIG HUGS! =)
Im 17 years old. I got in to meth while living on the streets. i was also useing crack cocain, marajuana, mushrooms, and estasy. I got arrested for poss. of a stolden veicle. I never went to court and got arrested a few months later with a failer to appear. i went back to the streets after i was 4 months clean and started shooting meth. i got arrested and went to jail for a month and then rehab. now i'm 3 months sober and attend a program for sexualy molested girls
I was sexually abused as a kid by trusted friends...it doesn't seem like the after affects ever leave...
Im 17 and had a miscarrage at 2 months in dec of 2006...its affected my life so much...
I'm susan and im 16. I have always had a problem with stress. when stressed out i'll get really sick. I use to deal with it with illegal drugs but i quit. the stress is overwhelming now.
I lost my best friend to murder/rape. My grandmother to cancer. My adopted father to an heart attack. My ex boyfriend to murder. And my child in an miscarrage.
I love homeless people. I'm 16 and I was homeless for almost a year. I will never regret my time on the street although I went though the hardest times on the streets too.
I had a problem with this when I was 12-15. I have been over it for almost 2 years. You can do it!!
Im quiting smoking and going through hell!
lots of family problems!
my cousin is in prison