Journal Entry for July 7, 2008
July 7, 2008 12:32pm
For the first time in a month I have awakened with that pain in my chest, that feeling of heart break and total sadness. I was living with this daily …
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About Me
I'm Mark. I've gone through the whole trial and error of explaining myself in this little column. Tired of that. So if you want to know anything just ask. I may or may not answer.
Interests
Love music (mostly metal but i like a little of everything), martial arts, video games (Mortal Kombat being my favorite), some sports, traveling, collecting, cooking (yes, Im a male who cooks), and I like to read on occasion. Mainly about history.
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markjr04 changed their mood to OK 9:24pm
July 7
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markjr04 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 7, 2008 12:32pm
For the first time in a month I have awakened with that pain in my chest, that feeling of heart break…
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markjr04 commented on takebackcontrol’s journal entry Just venting 1:26am
hell yeah! -- the world hail Satan (not really) lol but still!…
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markjr04 gave takebackcontrol an I'm with you 1:24am
hell yeah -- the world…
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markjr04 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 7, 2008 1:21am
I'm crying a lot tonight. I'm in a BAD frame of mind right now. I hope I get to go to work tomorrow.…
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Journal Entry for July 7, 2008
July 7, 2008 1:21am
I'm crying a lot tonight. I'm in a BAD frame of mind right now. I hope I get to go to work tomorrow. I'm ready to get out of the house. …
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Journal Entry for June 15, 2008
June 15, 2008 7:50pm
I love this song. The Bleeding by Five Finger Death Punch
I remember when all the games began.Remember every little lieand every last …
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Journal Entry for June 11, 2008
June 11, 2008 7:10pm
NOW, this song by this band is what I like. This is a new song by the metal band Testament. Its called "Leave me Forever". Love or hate …
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Glad work is going great....remember when you were l@@king for work.....The tide turned :)
I’m With You
I definitely know what it feels like & what you're going thru. Hugs ~ Cathy
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Oh Mark. You can give us dirty jokes. Hit us with your best shot!!
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
I've suffered from very severe anxiety sense I was a teen. It started when I was lied to and made a fool of by a girl I liked. Its only gotten worse sense then.
Close Chronic Pain
I suffer from frequent muscle inflammation. Its about as hard to explain to someone as it is describing an elephant to a blind person (no pun intended). Sometimes its so bad I can't move my neck and I have to walk hunched over.
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Considering
- Might help. Never know
- Heat Not Working
- Don't try this one if you have my problem. It don't help at all.
- Naproxen Working / Worked
- Life saver! nuff' said.
Open Depression
Never been happy. think of suicide all the time more less. have tried to end my life before.
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
at one time my nose was a human vacuum for pain pills. struggled with the withdraws but I got off it. was clean for 5 years, just recently started back.
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