Journal Entry for April 20, 2008
not pregnant.
is feeling Bad
hi.my real name is Daisy, or Dark. im bisexual leaning towards lesbian, possibly pregnant and living in constant fear of whats around the next corner of life. i have problems with depression and self harm.
music helps me through a lot. so does sleep :)
not pregnant.
great, fucking great. my periods late, and its been about a week since i had unprotected sex. add up the numbers. FUCK.
felling okei again, a lot of people have been asking me for advice, which i really like. i repay their kindness by not mentioning them here. i got …
good morning world. im feeling a lot better, it really is quite amazing how good your fave song (Placebo's song to say good bye) and some yoga can …
i had a little revelation tonight; i realised, foremost, that this world isnt a nice place, bad things do happen. there is no real way to escape …
btw sorry i haven't been talking for months, im in terribe shape, i tried suicide 4 times and cut over 100 times a day
hey you know i used to think that. being a lesbian n all i used to refuse to date bi girls because i used to think that they would feel like just cos they like both they can have one of each at the same time. i've moved on from that tho. :) hope you feel better
random hugs x
i doubt it
im just in tears and there is cut all up and down me, and your right i should kill myself and your just words that flash on a computer screen, thank you, i love you
out of the closet, fully accfepted myself and now battling with haters and unfortunate circumstances.
i get depressed. then i get violent. then i realise ive hurt my friends, so i get depressed again.
hi! im me. nothing and no-one else.
i dont want to hurt people.
my name is daisy. and i need to lose weight.
hi. i have struggled with depression for some time, and still reguarly self harm. i have had 1 serious suicide attempt, which i have told no-one about. i am 13 years old, yet i fel my life is already over.