Journal Entry for June 17, 2007
I'm doing better, alot of things have happened in the past few months, I found this website right when I needed it, (when I was at my worst) I …
is feeling Good
I am a college student who is currently unemployed but seeking work, I am single with no children, I love biology, physiology, astronomy, (all things science) I love music and of course my family, howerever I stuggle daily with depression and a feeling of emptiness
music, I play the piano and violin, science, I'm majoring in biochistry
I'm doing better, alot of things have happened in the past few months, I found this website right when I needed it, (when I was at my worst) I …
I live on a perpetual roller coaster. My feelings are always all over the place. One moment I'm happy, one moment I'm sad, one moment I'm …
well today is not a good day for me, I'm really stressong and worried. I've been having anxiety attacks for 3 days straight.
well, I've felt a bit better over these past couple of days.
I have always had an empty feeling. I feel lost and alone, worse I feel like I'm the only one who feels this way. I worry that nothing in life; money, love, friends, (anything), will ever make me truly happy
I have suffered from migraine headaches since I was very young, I can remember getting them in the first grade. I take amitriptylene(an anti depressent) to prevent them, I have damaged my liver from all the asprin, ibuprofen, and acetaminophen I have taken for my headaches
I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 19 by my gynecologist, however my primary doctors (the one I had at the time and the ones I've had since, seem to have differences in opinions)
I've always been an anxious person even when I was a child. My triiger to anxiety is usually people, I have social anxiety. I used to get so nervous from being around people when I was in school that the nurse would have to send me home because I was pale, cold, and sweating. Now as an adult I often get sick just from going to the store, if can even muster up the courage to get off my car and walk into the store. I feel sick, physicaly sick, physical pain.
I was diagnosed when I was younger, I just remember thinking to myself "I thought this was an old person's disease" guess not
I'm always tired, mostly of saying "I'm tired" :)
I've taken more than enough microbiology courses...safe sex or no sex
my mothers brown eyes arent the only thing she gave me...it runs in the family