Journal Entry for June 12, 2007
been on the wagon since yesterday. spending this week getting the eating habits under control and then i head on back to the gym. i …
is feeling OK
i am married, a mortgage broker, and a new mother.
been on the wagon since yesterday. spending this week getting the eating habits under control and then i head on back to the gym. i …
it's friday and boy am i glad. still working hard but have time to take a few cleansing breaths. finally called my …
finally i make some $$$ at this mortgage thing, i feel like i can breathe for the first time in weeks. i'm trying not to think about …
finally...i return with news of the outside world. spent the weekend at home. watched the entire 2003 season of americas next top model. enjoyed …
real crazy super busy today...no time to expound on my many thoughts and feelings from the weekend, will write more tommorow. hello to all.
obese as a child and young adult. lost 110 lbs at 27, but have slowly gained back much. need help getting back that drive and determination to make myself a priority. i know that my relationship with food is self destructive, but i've lost the ability to stop myself. i'm so afraid of being that miserable 300 lb person again. i have returned to the gym on a regular basis, but i just cant seem to stop eating.
i'm 36 and thought i had my addiction beat. but over the last 10 years i've regained and i feel i'm right back where i started. but now it's harder. i have a husband, a career, a home and a child and it's so hard to focas on myself. i have to get control over food!!!but i just can't. i don't know what to do.