Giving Away Power
July 8, 2008 1:02pm
I thought that letting this man kiss me was a harmless thing. Wrong! I've been feeling power leeking out of me. …
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sundeva’s Profile
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sundeva
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About Me
I'm a counsellor/artist with a strong connection to nature. I love tribal cultures because of their simplicity and connectedness to nature . I grew up with lots of animals and because of my empathy for them, have chosen to be vegitarian and have been for 30 some years. I recently had a kundalini awakening and now I'm a gnostic which means being the love that is behind creation.
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art, nature, kundalini awakening, healing, Gopi Krishna, who is the last know person to have a full kundalini awakening. He was transformed into a super conscious being with amazing abilities. I had a small taste and it has transformed a part of my brain. I don't suffer from ptsd any more because of it.
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Yesterday
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sundeva commented on iame’s journal entry forwarded from a friend 10:29pm
Oh goody, there's hope after all. Nugs.…
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sundeva commented on bato’s journal entry Packing... 10:25pm
Yeah!…
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sundeva gave bato a Hug 9:34pm
bato! what happened to you?…
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sundeva wrote a journal entry: Giving Away Power 1:02pm
I thought that letting this man kiss me was a harmless thing. Wrong! I've been feeling power leeking…
Monday
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sundeva commented on their journal entry Letting little Suzie out to play 8:44pm
One can always hope that old fashioned romance is not dead. LOL. Or is it just neanderthal prowling and…
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sundeva wrote a journal entry: Letting little Suzie out to play 12:01pm
I get a little squirrley under a summer night sky. Especially when there's a man around. My inner…
Sunday
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sundeva wrote a journal entry: New energy 9:08pm
I met an interesting lady from Michigan and she has me meditating on and communicating with a tree goddess…
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sundeva changed their mood to Good 9:08pm
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sundeva wrote a journal entry: I have to do what I have to do 10:51am
There is no choice left but to talk to social services and have them enforce counselling on my older…
Saturday
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sundeva wrote a journal entry: Bigger Test 5:00pm
There's a mess of a family thing going on. My oldest drt is acting like her abusive hsbnd, upsetting…
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Letting little Suzie out to play
July 7, 2008 12:01pm
I get a little squirrley under a summer night sky. Especially when there's a man around. My inner child gets loose. I have the …
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New energy
July 6, 2008 9:08pm
I met an interesting lady from Michigan and she has me meditating on and communicating with a tree goddess in the feild across from me. OOOooo, …
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I have to do what I have to do
July 6, 2008 10:51am
There is no choice left but to talk to social services and have them enforce counselling on my older dtr and her h. My gkids are getting too …
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Bigger Test
July 5, 2008 5:00pm
There's a mess of a family thing going on. My oldest drt is acting like her abusive hsbnd, upsetting her sister who just had a …
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Do you mean why am I a rodent dressed like a witch? lol It's a thing for winny's coven. I haven't flipped my biscuit yet. ;-) I hope you're well, my dear. I am busy with the move. It's really stressful. Gah.
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Rehabiliation Counseling :-) Have a great week Smiles!
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Hope you and your family are ok. Thanks for your comments.x
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OUCH...on your Dtr's Tearing...that really hurts afterwards. EMDR is Eye Movement Desensitization Reprocessing Therapy. It's helpful for those with like flashbacks, and by using this therapy, it helps to reprocess that flashback, so it doesn't cause you symptoms anymore. Check out EMDR.com (add the www. in front, DS messes the link up if I put www. in front of it).
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the pain you have to go through to get back to the self. does that make sense? perhaps it's not mentioned in the book, i think i saw it on the podcasts with oprah.
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Support Groups
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was abducted, raped and almost murdered at age 5. My family was emotionally abusive and neglectfull. I grew up disassociated 85% of the time. Experienced more rape and sexual abuse through early adulthood. Have been in therapy and support groups. Have studied counselling and massage therapy.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- always works
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
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- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
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- Art Working / Worked
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- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
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- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
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- Supportive Care Working / Worked
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